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2005-04-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

i dunno why i suddenly came back here to type my entry. i felt weird. especially listening to the mp3s on my computer now, courtesy of leonard. and alvin lin's blog.

after reading his blog, i dunno why but i felt sad. perhaps i felt sad for him. i dunno.

but his blog let me realised how much i missed huazhong.

honestly. i missed all my frens there. i missed the teachers there. i missed everyone else whom i know there. i missed the life there.

i have always been thinking whether not going back to hci is a good choice. while i dun regret it in some way, i regret it in another way too. sadly speaking. ya. my frens are all in hci. it's only with them when i have some kind of solace in them.

i miss huazhong. i miss huazhong.

syf 05. hcimb got a gold. i felt happy for them. but while during the syf i was reminded of the times where 2 years ago we were in preparation for syf. i remembered the dead boring night practices we had.

but i missed that now. if i had a chance to invent something. i guess i would invent the time machine. well. that happens becos i nv treasured my days in tchs.

argh. i hate myself.

on e other hand. vjc's not bad. i've been posted to 05s45. clarissa's class. i have made friends in the class. which is a good thing. but i doubt i'll ever find the happiness that i have experienced in tchs. mebbe it's becos tchs is a boy's school we talk anything under the sun.

i just cant let go of the past. that's y i always wanted to find excuses to go back HCI. be it visit the jnrs. trchrs. or wadeva. ya.

i hope things will turn out better.

renaissance 2005

2005-01-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

.. yep that was the theme of TJC orientation this year. woohooooooooooooo and of cos, orientation rox!! =) i finally decided to update. lolx.

okay so first day, pretty dao lor. i mean... TJC, not HCI leh.. there's no one i really know in my group lor... hahaz. i was the onli TCHS guy in the OG la. hmmm... but weixuan and mona are both in my OG and CG! woohoo. but 1st day mah, tt's y din talk much (or rather, din even talk :S) lolx... of cos, 1st day will always end up with ice breakers and stuff. liew... we played some game called "da feng chui" (of cos in english, called "blow wind blow" .... cos Singapore's multi racial lor.. hahaz..;) ).. and i got the "honour" to stand in the middle of the group for 2 times. hahaz... then there were the dry games lor. which was pretty sian in my point of view! lala~... partly becos i din know anyone there la! tt's y was pretty lonely. hahaz. basically that's the first day la..

second day.. hmm..amazing race! woohoo. by this time i had already got to know and talk to the OGLs and OGMs... they are really nice! :D eh, wait, did i mention we had to walk from 1 end of east coast to the other end of east coast? well.. that was super sick lor. imagine walking pass like 30 + bbq pits. wahahaz.. and we got ourselves wet with the seawater while playing with the games... :S

third day......... WET games today. and i mean really wet. cos we had to play around with like puddles of liquid soap.. yucks manz. and the grass patch all of us were standing on had a frog! hahaz the girls were shrieking manz, and i got a shock of my life lor. cos it was juz behind me. then raul juz picked it up and threw it towards some other grass patches. and the frog hit the fence b4 dropping. aw..... oh ya. we still had to put up a skit as an OG for the Renaissance Night on fri... hmm... our grp tot of some show with a commercial in the middle. and i was selected as main actor for the commercial, guess y? hahaz. cos i was short! :S .... the shortest guy in the OG (which happened to be weixuan) was to act for the show la... den somehow the commercial was about the heneiken thingy... whereby there was this short lady trying to reach for the heneiken cans, and the tall guy blahblahblah. well, my grp reversed it, so the guy was supposed to be short, and i was like the 2nd shortest in my OG! argh.... hahaz. ok lor bo bian. anyway it was damn lame la... really, e.g. shelves. lolx... mona was the female actor for the commercial though and she's shorter than me. bleah. budden it was supposed to be some comedy, so in the end the height din really matter at all. :S got to know some of the ppl better through this skit since like they were the organising ppl... hmm....

fourth day...... sianz lor. lectures. these lectures were juz trying to let us see which subjects we are interested to take.. btw, tjc has this new system whereby in a class there will be diff ppl wif diff subject combinations.. hmm. my class has both science and arts students! :D hahaz... ok nvm, i'll stop digressing. anyway... there was this PDP exhibition in the afternoon in the whole school la.. yep. for those who don't know wad's PDP .... it's CCA or EP3 as we call it in TCHS. hmm... i signed up for some la.. wahahaz. and the trials are this week la..... hahaz. anyway after that almost the whole of the J1 cohort went to suntec city at night.... for MASS DANCE! woohoo.. we had been practising mass dance for like since monday. hahaz... it was around the fountain of wealth la. lolx... and it was pretty zai lor. i mean u see a few hundred ppl chionging for suntec at the same time. hahaz... and on the way back, thiam kee, koon yan, joshua and weixuan were talking crap la? den dunno for wad reason me and thiam kee started laughing non-stop. i tink it was abt koon yan's name la... hahaz btw i onli got to know his name (koon yan) onli on this day lo... :S hahaz..

fifth day.... heh heh. end of orientation! in the morning was lectures. so yep. did i mention anything abt ez-link cards? hmmm... TJ has this innovative system of attendance taking by tapping ur ez-link cards at the readers located in the school la.. hmm.. ok i'll stop digressing again. hahaz. yep. so my lectures ended pretty early at 10 plus cos all the others were Arts subjects and it was none of my business la. :D so in the end we had like 6 or 7 hours before the renaissance night @ 6pm. yep. tt was the case for those OGs whose items din get through the audition the day before. so me, han sheng, jianming and eugene headed back tchs la (for wadeva reason i dunno).. saw all the jnrs in band and went to talk to (mrs) jaya and ngsh.. hmm... ok, orientation night! it was called renaissance night... yep and it rox lor. we had this pageant contest thingy. and there were some who juz went up there for like 30 seconds of fame. wahaha. of cos there were presentations of the finalists of the performances tt went through the audition. yep... and to sum the whole orientation up, we had mass dance continuous lor... lolx.... i mean it was supposed to end at 10 but most of us went home at 11 plus? thanx to weixuan's mum, we had a lift to tampines interchange... or rather, ME.. cos thiam kee alighted at his home juz opposite tampines interchange...

to sum it up, orientation spirit was real high lor.. it was REALLY HIGH. i felt like i was going MAD or sth.. hahaz.. =)

2004-12-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

hmm... tons of days not blogging. well, should try and summarise everything if i can. hahaz. so haf fun reading! ;)

my work experience: well. the work wasn't really that fantastic. as in it was boring boring and boring. hmm.. we got to switch jobs everytime a carton of boxes was done. at least that's for me though... well. the fun part was actually not the $$. but tt we got to make new friends there la. like weixiong, binghan and stuff. hmm. we even went to jason's house on one of the days to play ps2, mahjong, cards etc. =)

xmas: well. this yr my xmas was pretty lonely. as in i spent the whole day alone at home facing this comp. hahaz. but well. there was some turning pt which i shan't elaborate here la. but xmas eve was fun. we went over to leonard's house to play mahjong. me, junfan and weesiang. yep. so in the end i won ard 20 + bucks? ... cant believe it. but that's the truth. hahaz. we stayed till like 3 am plus. lolx... well. i heard frm chengleng rimmel gave me some note + candy. hahaz. feel like so paiseh. cos this yr i din write ani cards or bought ani presents. partly due to my laziness. =S .... and aniw. thanx cheryl (frm fuhua) for that card! =)

band gathering: hmmm.... wad should i say abt this. this yr was pretty innovative and simple. we bunked at seng hean's house. all 11 of us. me, alfred, jianming, jundar, bernard, darren, shawn, daniel, chengleng, seng hean and samuel. hahaz. nothing much la. juz mahjong. ps2.... yep. and then was the bbq. i'm getting the stomachache now frm eating too much uncooked food tt day. lol. there were tons of leftover la. not forgetting the bee hoon senghean's maid cooked for us that day. basically that was wad kept us full yea.... lolx. but the night was interesting. we began splashing water at each other at senghean's pool. den wad followed was like........ people kena pushed into the pool. like shawn. i did an evil thing. while they were like throwing shawn into the pool. i pushed bernard (one of the helpers) in as well. so i ended up laughing at both of them. damn lame sia... yep. and we played zhong ji mi ma??! hahaz. and also a last minute game - captain's ball (ok, i tot of that. yay. i feel honoured :D). and the captain's ball was damn fun la. senghean was treating it as though it was basketball. of cos, all these happened in the water la. :D i juz dunno y i kept laughing throughout the whole of this captain's ball game la.... =S

6.10 gathering: well. it was on the same day i came back frm seng hean's house. but luckily it was in the evening.... hmm. so i got like time to slp and stuff. hahaz. i went there late. ard 7.30pm or so. but basically at the start to be frank i was damn dao. even alex, isa blahblahblah knows that. hahaz. cant blame me mah. 2 yrs nv see each other liao leh. lolx. 19 of us went. and i saw like long-lost buddies like gary, lanetar, caspar, alex etc. lolx.... so like the guys were too shy to mix wif the girls so we started talking crap among ourselves, not forgetting isa's super cold jokes... like "i went to a chalet where i din play daidee at all" ... den gary and jinyong was like "SO?" ... hahaz. damn lame la. aniw lyn's mum still recognises me after 4 yrs? .... ok. but i really recognise her mum la! and my mum does too! so guys... dun say i fake de okay.. hahaz.
thanx to lanetar quek, we had this lame joke abt someone. wth. was damn lame nia. even had "movies" ... i was laughing like shiet la. her accomplices: tan zhenxiu and caspar lee. apparently yau chuen din get to understand the joke so he started ramming the cushions at me.. hahaz. then i dunno y. whenever i laugh. gary, isa, zhenxiu and the others will start ramming the pillows/ cushions at me. hmm. wad i learnt frm this gathering was like.... to position bears in the correct position next time. hmm =)

ok tt's all. well. abt some other stuff. there was this tsunami tt swept phuket island and other parts la. was damn disastrous. well... i felt sad abt it though. so, ppl pls pray for the tsunami victims, family regardless of ur religion (i quote this frm jm's sms/msn nick) .. yep. pray that all the missing people would be found back alive.

2nd thing. i'm still in tj. my appeal to vj din get through. so hopefully, i'll get there after 3 mths. gary wans to go there too (from mj). yea. and lyn's already in there le... aniw. weepin got 9 pts and he's going tpjc... hmm..... =S

2004-12-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

i dunno how i shld feel now. happy or sad. haiz.

for the previous few days i have been fretting over this trivial matter.

pae result was out. i got into tjc. my 3rd choice.

not really excited about it though. juz tt i haf this very bad impression abt tjc. mebbe it was due to open house. i dono. i really really dono how to say how i feel. i'm not saying tjc's not good. but i really dun like the culture there.

sometimes. making decisions are really painful. and i guess i'm really really one who cant make up his decisions well. mum and sis were right about me. i'm known as "hua xin luo bo". and for this, i really really hate myself.

if i could, i hoped i would never wan to decide on anything.

i dunno la seriously. i'm in a blank. yes. i know i'm supposed to go appeal for vjc. which was apparently my 1st choice. yes. but i dun wanna be in band again. i know the feeling of it. and i haf my dreams and aims in jc. and joining band would wreck this long-constructed idea and theory of mine in my brain.

but i heard from a lot of people that general appeal is near 100% impossible. i dunno...

i'm in a state of self delusion. pls dun care about me.

aniw. juz wanna thank those who haf been wif me throughout tis period la. especially candy who even volunteered to help me out. yep. and also a lot of others. u all shld know la. i juz dun haf to mention ur names. but it's in my heart. a really heartfelt thanks to all of u.

so in the end. i juz gonna try my luck and appeal tomorrow. i so do hope everything turns out well.

well. will blog abt my work experience some other day la.

take care all.

with love ~ hq

2004-12-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

that's what friends are for.

i love them.

=)

2004-12-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

"It's My Life"

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive (It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive (It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:

It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive (It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:

It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive (It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

2004-12-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmm. let's see. so i went for hc band tune-in todae. with bernard and samuel. ... ya, a record-breaking 16 ppl went todae. hahaz. as quoted by the conductor mr leng.

nothing much la. juz tt there was onli part of e ppl from nycb. and some of us frm tchs. rv. ya lor. =S but it was fun. it was mad as well. because.... i had Michelle and Charmaine in the same section >.<>.< (ok, no offence) cos she dyed her hair red i tink. wif her eyeshadows and outfit. =D ok. so gordon had 180 degrees change todae!~ okay i mean it. he's trimmed down alot le... realli realli. for bandies if u all don believe next time u got fate meet him in HC u will understand what i said. i heard frm john tt he went on some diet whereby no intake of carbohydrates at all. tt means no intake of rice. noodles and stuff. hmm....

on another note, i had somehow sorted out my schedule for the holidaes le. juz left out sm stuff like the chalets which i haven confirmed yet. and next wk i'm working! ok. with leonard and junfan. packing biscuits at singapore food industries. shan't reveal the pay la. but since we are working for onli 3 days. i guess it's alright though.. hmm...

hmm. actually wanted to talk abt some stuff. but i guess it's not realli appropriate to pen it down here. ya.

aniway. john was right. ppl do need to grow up.

post O-lvl syndrome

2004-11-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

.... ok today is 27/11 and i'm ... lemme count.. 20,21,22,23,24,25,26,27. wow the 8th day after o lvls! woohoo.

hmm. the whole wk was spent rather "fruitfully" in sm sense though.

cousin's wedding + dinner 3 days later:

hmm. tis time was fun. stayed overnight with some of my cousins' at my bride's house the nite b4. (ok, my cousin is the bride, for those who haven guessed it). yeap. so morning we got down to see those bridesmaids preparing things to tease the groom. look. banana with vinegar and wasabe. WOW. how gross. haha. i kelian the groom lor.. manz. yeap. so he gave vietnamese, china renminbi, and some other countries' currency. haha. so it looked as if there were a lot of money. but it din appear so. dotz. so in the end the groom had to dance pole dance. and he specially played the recorder in front of the bride in the rm, which was rather touching. i believed my cousin was on the verge of tears le (juz tt she din show it though, or else it would smudge her make up! :D) so wed was the dinner at sheraton la. sat wif lide and liren (the tay brothers) and crapping with them throughout the dinner.

4H grad.nite:

wow. opposite to wat i had thought, it din appear to be THAT sian after all. mebbe cos we had leonard. (haha, leo, dun feel happi okay.. read on). so it was at sheenmao's hse. hmm.. went there. since i went there laz yr too. so it wasn't much of a surprise to me. but it was to several other classmates who din went there laz yr. yeap. had a basement, with a private pool. woohoo. and the TV was located up on the last floor. got mahjong la. so weesiang, me, alvinlin, junfan, and some others (like vincent, and leo who joined in later) started to zham mahjong. damn shuang lor. haha.

then. the teachers came. jaya. ngsh. sowpek. tanyk. and vivien sim.

ok. leo, here's the part. leo's super niaoish. i forgot how he niaoed ngsh but it din make her angry (which was phew~). mebbe cos weesiang and some others were laughing so yup, the atmosphere wasnt very serious. hmm... and leo's super gay! haha. again i forgot wat he specifically did but liew.. i ended up -_- ing at him. haha. jaya mixed well wif leo though. and vivien sim was bz asking me to locate the TVs cos watching the TV at the laz lvl wasn't very comfortable when there are tons of sofa downstairs.

aniw. thad prepared some presentation and awards for the trchrs. awards as in trophies. hmm. and the presentation was super funny lor. for example ar... thad put 1 slide to show a picture of a zhao cai mao with the caption "Does this resemble someone?" ... den the next slide was like a video showing liangzhen doing the zhao cai mao action in class, with the caption "yup, u've got it". haha. i was like bursting out in laughter lor. manz. damn lame...

okay la. so after ppl were pushed into the pool. fongyi dey all wanted to push ppl into the pool and ended up dropping into the pool too. haha. and worse still, leo came up wif a plot wif weiping to throw tanyk into e water, by pretending to borrow hp from him. den thad and the others pushed him in. manz. he was like giving a POSE before jumping. haha. damn lame la. so after e trchrs left, me, leo, alvinlin and weesiang began zhaming mahjong till 7am e next dae. woohoo. i could stay awake thanks to alvinlin's crap (i realised he's under leo's influence liao...) ... and not forgetting leo the rubbish talker. =)

PAE:

hmm. went back to sch to collect some PIN thingy to log in and register online. ya. so i decided not to go appeal for any LEP or some sort (although in the end i got the form with alvinlin). and yeap. i've registered la. haha don ask me wat i registered or sm sort unless u are reallli reallli desperate to know (which i don tink there's anyone, hahaz). but i din put HC la. somehow for the fact tt i know my results cant land me in HC, and ... i heard it's better to try out sm culture in other schools for 1st 3 mths mah. if i dun like it in the new jc, hopefully after 3 mths i can come back hc again. shrugs. i dono. i'm juz waiting for the posting results to come out.

Reves 2004:

went borders before tt wif mong to meet jm and e others. yeap. den we met alfred and biondi @ the entrance b4 going in without the tickets since it was a free concert. woohoo. the feeling was different yea. watching ur own jnrs performing on stage. not like any other concert i've went to for the past 4 yrs. yah. saw tons of ppl. the snrs especially. melvin er (he's 10 yr nv change de... :D), joseph, peiyi, john, shi en, donap, joel, jeff. and tons other ppl tt i know la. yeap. honestly la. for some pieces i could hear major screw-ups. hmm... ...... so wasn't a veri well done concert la actually. but nevertheless, all of us shouted ENCORE like siao after the concert. hmm... okay la. there's always rm for improvement lor. but... it wasn't that bad okay! so don be disheartened jnrs. =) =)

wow. after tt we went to tour ard the school with the nycb ppl -_-! hahaz. i tink alfred rox lor as a story teller. telling us of the haunted stories of tchs. hmm... and there was realli quite a scare when suddenly the lights went off at the second floor of tower block.. even guys like us were frightened. ended up was some nycb ppl downstairs who off-ed the lights. hahaz. but nycb ppl rather ... sociable lor. even though like it's mebbe the 1st time we met (haha, i onli knew yanzhen and yumin among the gang) hmmm....

>.<

2004-11-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

hmm. germany did came out. but it wasn't very easy to do la. and i am glad i din go and attempt to memorise the part on china under Mao. total waste of time manz.

gorbachev - wahah. like wat zhouyang said, contextual knowledge = 0 . haha. most of us predicted causes of ww2 will come out. but saw the word 'gorbachev'. i almost freaked out. >.<

nvm nvm... 3 more days and i will go crazi. =)

2004-11-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

Ni Yao De Ai

Sui ran jing chang meng jian ni
Hai shi hao wu tou xu
Wai mian zheng zai xia zhe yu
Jing tian shi xing qi ji
But I don't know
Ni qu na li

* Sui ran bu ceng huai yi ni
Hai shi tan te bu ding
Shui shi ni de na ge wei yi
Yuan liang wo huai yi zi ji

Chorus

Wo ming bai
Wo yao de ai
Hui ba wo chong huai
Xiang yi ge xiao hai
Zhi dong zai ni huai li huai
Ni yao de ai
Bu zhi shi yi lai
Yao xiang ge da nan hai
Feng chui you ri sai
Sheng huo zi you zi zai

Back to *
then chorus (2 times)

troubled.

2004-11-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

i am feeling troubled. i dono y.

y does this thing have to come to me before the Os end?

haix.

i really hope someone can help me.

and someone really did.

i thank God for that.

hmm..

2004-11-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

first week of Os gone. =)

practicals:

chem ... hmm. okay la. juz tt i tink i got the whole extension qn of titration wrong la. my mind all filled with aqueous starch, KI all these crap mah. so could tink of nothing to write. wrote some crap n handed up. =S

phy... haha. phew~ manz. tis was much better than prelims. as in much easier. but certain parts i knew i got wrong alreadi la.. lol. so heck. hopefully still can score well.

written pprs:

HCL - din realli study much. mebbe read onli upper sec stuff la. but the 4 hr break was useful. studied with weesiang, alvin and vincent. tested each other and ended up laughing becos each of us tot it was correct, but ended up wrong. =S ppr 1 was okay la. but i tink i screwed the part 1 up alreadi. din put focus on the laz part of si han. =( ppr 2. hmm. luckily the zhu zu was familiar to me. but compre was super hard la.

SS - whee! Switzerland came out! felt asleep while studying e nite b4. so woke up feeling damn pissed with myself. and decided to bang on juz Swiss. i mean 1 topic onli. haha. and when the teacher asked us to check e number of pages, i was like ... phew phew phew~.. hah. but SBQ was decontextualised. like laz yr. quite tough lor. the qns somehow a bit weird.

EF - ppr 1. haha. i am still scared tt my "FLIGHT" will be out of point. but hope nt. ppr 2. was quite okay la. except for some qns. probably testing our inference skills bah. -_-

EM(1) - phew~ easy ppr. shld be able to score la.

LE - ah.. worse subject i have ever taken. ppr 1 was okay la. since i started on unseen first. and i chose to do poem tis time. but the first part i dono whether i wrote correctly ornt. juz hope it wun be tt bad. ppr 2. ah. crap la. the passage based was pretty screwed. my answer for each part is like so short lor. hopefully my front part saves me. =(

AM(1) - another manageable ppr. =D

so phew~ my humanities are like 75% gone. left with a history. and my sciences. with the 2nd parts of both maths.

2004-10-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

ytd was grad dae.

4 years of tchs life have juz ended with a full stop.

.

hmm.. starting the dae off was pretty boring la. actually din feel like going. yup. den ended up reaching there super late. liuzhen helped with tie a tie with stripes at the head there. so it looks pretty weird la.

den b4 we knew it. was to queue up outside waiting to march into the hall. din noe the opening would be so grand. yeap. the seat beside me was blank. cos zhouyang supposedly pon la. ya.

so after the speeches and stuff we went up stage to receive our certificates. was feeling nervous at firz. cos super long nv go up stage liao mah. but in the end i and lots of others were laughing when leonard had to act like a couple with jaya after presenting the flowers. lolz.

singing of peng you. i could tell tt some of my classmates were sad la. i felt sad too. cos i noe i might nt end up at the same jc as majority of the peeps next yr. ya. haix.

while i made some enemies in school (i tink). i made some very good frens too. especially in 3H / 4H. we went to canteen for recess together. tokked crap together. niao each other. laughed at each other. all these are times tt i certainly cant forget. ya.

aniw. laz yr grad dae i was there too. helping out in the food section with alfred, mong and etc. yeap. but tis yr the feeling was totally different. being outside and inside kkh makes a great difference. yeap. so tis yr leowry in charge of food again. so expected. my jnrs all asked to help out la.

so after grad dae i kena swarmed by them la. crazi lor. khaiboon, terence and co. actually wanted to go home early. den dey swarm me until i kena go home at onli 8.45 liddat. all terence fault la. onli noe how to talk (instead of eating). :P nvm. haha. teng en said he sponsor me tix for tchsband end of year concert leh. woohoo. shuang manz. since i heard he will be conducting at least 1 piece la. my tu di leh... :) went home with jm and yihan in the end.

nevertheless, i juz wanna sae a big thank you to all the teachers who have helped me throughout tis 4 yrs. and all my frens too. who haf brought me to wat i am todae. thanks a lot~ =D

i have 3 bags now in front of me. a red bag. a black bag. a white bag. which one should i take?

i am undecided yet..

on another note, amigos para siempre. frens forever~

open houses

2004-10-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

... weird la. haf been meeting the same ppl for consecutive 2 daes.

fri: tj open house. went wif guojun. ok la... prior to wat i haf said abt tj, the open hse's actually okay lor.. ya. juz tt ... erm.. tchs guys go.. a bit de xtra liddat. ended up onli 4 tchs guys there. me, guojun, shixian and keeguan. haha. then lapkuan like so surprised to see us there. i mean SO surprised and i tink it's realli surprised la. haha. i went there onli cos it's near my hse mah. actually i did consider there b4. but i dono now. :S oh ya. saw supposedly our tchs snr dere. told us nt to choose tj. ya.

sat: vj open house. went wif guojun again. tis school hor, realli hip hop leh. go in is like a carnival liddat. damn fun manz. haha. i saw the same ppl i saw at tj again. lyndsey, lapkuan, yukit, xinghui. okay todae plus qien (whom i also saw at bedok interchange the previous dae). siokteng. blahblahblah. went into the performance theatre. quite shenjing lor. i saw lyndsey so i waved. den 2 ppl waved back. den realised lapkuan was sitting next to her. haha. the open hse shld be better than tj's one la. ya. then after tt went changi airport to haf lunch. wanted to pia work. but was thinking of some other stuff la. so couldn't concentrate and went home lor after a short while.

right now frens hafing second thots abt joining vj. not juz one. hard to decide la. seems like to survive in vj is hard (according to candy) cos a lot of vs ppl. :S

aniw. great advancement in phone technology manz. junjie called me juz now. den samuel tokked together. erpz. so now 3 ppl can tok together on the phone. crazi manz. at first i tot dey at junjie's hse la. den in the end din turn out so. wah i am getting outdated manz.

damn lucky lor. i onli realised on sat tt my pants a bit too big for me leh. dono whether i bought too big last time or wat. so its damn saggy. but my mum rox. she went to do some work on the pants. now it's nt so saggy liao lor. phew~

2004-10-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks. can i make it?

grad dae and open houses coming soon. =D

=)

2004-10-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

haha. thanx for all e encouragements frm the tags la. wo yi ci guo thank all of u better. hahaz. =P ... hmm. to all ppl whu tink dey haven been working hard enuff for prelims~ work hard for Os. jia you~~! isn't tt yee hwee's tag? =D

on another note. i got my study leave. which was actually a bit unexpected la. since i got 12 and the criteria was to have 10 or below.

so now at least i don have to wake up like 5am everyday in the morning to get ready for school. =)

phew~ "if God bring u to it, he will bring u through it" ~ quoted by my cousin's email. how true manz.

hope the Lord has done wonderful works in all your lives too :-)

prelims...

2004-10-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

just got back all my results todae.. one expression: =(

i'm aiming for vj. but .... how can i get in with my pts huh? ... wahkaoz. todae when we received back the lit pprs, i dono how to sae la. sudden breakdown. felt my whole heart suddenly sinking down. a B4. and worse still, using tt as my R3.

so in the end i got 12 pts. =(

where to go? i dono. i juz feel so lost now. i don wanna end up in jc-s where no tchs ppl are there. heard frm candy tt will struggle la. just like her when she went vj laz time i guess. ya.

my cousin said tt she had 12 pts too laz time. and she went n appeal for vj. yup. n in the end vj din accept her. so she bo bian go nj. ar. nj.. haha. at least i don feel so sad now la like in sch todae. lets hope la. but i guess top choice shld be vj la. since guojun told me his fren got 12 pts n got in without appealing. *hope*

looking at other ppls' results, shld i feel jealous or envious? i dono seriously. on one hand i feel a bit jealous la of cos. but on the other hand tis prelim had some surprises la. ppl whu din use to do so well suddenly sprang up. and i onli improved 2 pts frm my cts. whereas ppl improve like 10 ++ pts. hmm.. mebbe i realli din put enuff effort in sm subjects la. but who saes "u will reap wat u sow" is true everytime? for some subjects it doesn't seem the case. =(

aniwae i realli haf to thank sowpek la. erm the 1st shock was when i received back chem with an a2. well. i expected it b4 she gave out e pprs on tt dae. since e dae b4 we went staff rm n she told me i fumbled my mcq (which means no a1 alreadi liao la, since she saes the other sections also cant pull up to a1). phew~ but in the end i still got the a1 la. thanx to her. but i muz sae i am realli realli careless for some qns la. like writing the ionic eqn for precipitate. still can forget to balance summore. hmm..

thanx to vivien sim also. though i nt using SSH as L1R5. she pulled me up to c5. phew~ at least i don haf a c6 now in my report slip. =)

but overall quite disappointing la. esp for physics. earliest subject i started. yet i still got so badly. even ppl like weesiang n tzechong all din score v well for physics lor. ar. i give up on physics manz.

if god bring u to it, god will bring u through it. may god bless~! =)

2004-10-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

2004-09-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

... hmm... wat a long time of not blogging todae. logged in blogspot todae. surprised manz. to find tt i can actually type here.

prelims are over!

phew~~~ hope i don screw up tt badly la....... lala~

todae mooncake festival. my aunt bought us mooncakes frm shangri-la hotel. hmm. dey realli live up to their name la. all the mooncakes damn zai lor. so as expected. have been stuffing myself with mooncakes. any quality also got la. frm the sheng siong one. to the shangri la one. still got my another aunt's frm taiwan one. hahaz.

sianx. i tink i am lucky. can blog todae. lost all my mp3s and files le. cos my uncle reformatted the comp 2 times. got worm and trojan virus inside la. even now still got lor. but then at least can connect and go online la. :D

aniw the past few daes / week have been plaeing table tennis with class. now even fongyi dey all plaeing. haha. thanx to junfan and thaddeus lor, invite us all plae table tennis during sep hols tt time, then spread until so mani ppl noe. so a lot of ppl join us. and we brought 12 bats altogether lor. crazi.

sianx. off to slp le.

prelims

2004-09-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

woohoo. apologise for lack of updates la.. hahaz cos my blogspot having problems, couldn't write. couldn't edit. can onli delete. hahaz. so obviously some of my entries kena deleted awae by me la. :D

aniwae todae is first dae of prelims! hahaz. n i screwed my first paper - chem prac. sian la. titration is one of the easiest ones la. acid-base only. luckily nv come out those crap about adding starch one. damn chimology lor. hahaz. but my QA die liao la. aiya don sae le la... aniwae i wasn't e only guy who got chlorine gas (instead of oxygen) .. cos baoqing got it too. woohoo. got proof to argue with sow le :P

so sung gave back the ep3 reports todae. woohoo. hahaz. i really really have some ppl to thank for la.

(mrs) wong ho chong - haha.. i shall be ke qi yi dian la, since she got help me so much... my snyo record in oct 2002 and 2003 all verified by her lor (i hope) ... then ended up got 3 bonus points for 2 yrs.. hahaz although i really damn slack la in snyo, but she still verified my erm... participation. zai manz. thanx.. hahaz

band teachers-in-charge - haha i dono who la. but i got senior staff sergeant leh... damn surprised. cos in the mid year lam said b4 tt exco except the bm-s and dm will all be staff sergeant onli. hahaz. den i heard frm yongqiang tt me and bernard kena recommendation by dono which band teacher la. for senior staff sergeant. hehz. so i tis yr got double post lor (even secretary also counted :S) ... 5 points leh :P gao xing la? *shrugs* .... then *of cos la. muz yaya first :D*

yea.. so for all these crap i got total of 15 pts. a1. hahaz :D ... sorry ah xin li yaya cannot hide liao la.. :P ... no la juz jk onli.

so tml's ss paper n eng. hope wat i studied come out and wat i din ... better don't. :S

sky wu n jeff chang rox. (terence's nick)

2004-09-04T08:20:00.000+08:00

"holidaes" have started!! woohoo...

aniwae ytd was damn crappy sia, got back history common test and our term progress reports la.. see, told u liao. she so lazy where can mark so fast? so in the end our SS mark got submitted as a test mark this term ( x 2 la).

haha. out of the 29 scripts she marked rite, 28 failed frm 4H. (yea!) ... haha i sound abit de evil sia, so many fail i still so happy. onli liu zhen passed this history test lor (with a 27/50) .. e others (includin me) all failed! crap sia. i tink this is e first time i became so happy after getting back a test with a F9. siao la. even liangzhen de mugger also failed manz. den she sort of like give up hope on us le la.. keep sighing in class. ... dotz. but she still has 2 more scripts to mark la, frm weeshian n di junwei's one. n this 2 rite... is known as the SSH kings lor. siao diao. think dey will most probably score la. so tt amounts to 3 passes in 4H. msg for SSH confirm drop like siao one... mebbe can win 4G in terms of worst msg for SSH :P

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seriously speaking i m losing my concentration at home lor. this few daes did practically nothing. actually got la. but too little, so insignificant. it's either i get distracted by the TV, my handphone, this comp, or .... the piano. crap manz. think shall study at school la durin hols when i go back for remedial (sow remedial 2.5 hrs... ah!!!) ...

9 more daes.

2004-08-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

last week was seriously a sian week la... since i have nth to do .. muz as well update this... :D

anyway, i finally got a new phone! ... although to some it might nt be new la... budden... i happi liao la... got colour phone jiu xin man yi zu le.... changed my plan frm starhub to singtel, since i haf used tt bloody ex plan for like 2 yrs plus le.. now at least singtel. cheaper la, more worthwhile also. yep. so i changed my hp number le also. tt's a good thing, cos ... there's this saying about wat "xin de kai shi" or sth... :P

oh ya. my dad bought a new keyboard too. i finally found out wth is the prob with my comp. usb port problem. tt time i still tot like got water inside e keyboard. tt's y spoilt. (which is apparently wat my uncle told me) ... yea. this keyboard zai lor. A-shape summore, promote "healthy computing" ... n damn quiet sia. like 100 times quieter as compared to my previous keyboard. :D another "xin de kai shi" la.. haaz.

funeral wake downstairs. got ppl shout la.. den got ppl plae suona, dizi ... gong .. etc etc. all e crap. damn noisy. :S

prelims in 2 weeks time. minds fluctuate with exams, how true.. recently my mood in sch change a lot sia. for those whom i offended, sorry arh.. was unintentional. in 2 weeks time we will be taking the exam which will determine where we will go for next 3 months... kaoz. tinking of tt is really scary sia. okay la. better don frighten some ppl reading tis liao la. as andy said.. "chill man" .. yea. "juz do ur best la, even if cannot get into e jc u wan.. u noe u haf alreadi tried ur best le" - weiping. :D

14 daes. gd luck for prelims.

by courtesy of jianming...

2004-08-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

The following is an actual question given on University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some variant.

One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Ms. Teresa Banyan during my freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you." And take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze.

The student received the only "A".

.... crap manz ... :D

WOW!

2004-08-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

.... i can finally blog again! ... wah.. blogspot realli crappy lor.. sometimes don even noe whether can log in or not... hahaz..

nvm since it's now like 12.38 am le.. so i better make my words short lah... hahaz. tml O levels english oral exam leh... actually it's later in the day la... ya.. crap manz... getting so worried over it after i heard like so many of my frens screwed the whole thing up. hope wun do so anyway. hahaz. btw.. it's the end of common tests le! so happy manz... but 27 daes more to prelims la.. muz buck up. for those whu haven really started revision... shld start mugging now.. "mei you shi jian le!" - by chen you qing.. hahaz.

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sian sia... okok i better get a good night of slp la.. otherwise tml oral sure die manz... will blog abt the past week events tml if blogspot is still working for me la? hahaz..

oh ya haven uploaded jm's email about the qn of "is hell exothermic or endothermic?" ... probably do tt in my next entry.. now very tired le. if i remember someone pls remind me hor :P

wish me luck for gce 'o' level oral examination 2004... :D

2004-08-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

finally can blog liao....... after so many daes of blogspot having problems logging in.... hahaz.... the 5 days holidae started ytd with the national dae celebrations... first time in 4 years watching a national day celebration in kahkee hall / lt4 lor... since last 3 years was spent slacking in bandroom after the march past.... crapping throughout the whole concert with vincent and weesiang la... sian mah.. what u expect? :P

first time watch march past also... feeling v different lor... i tink tchsband has gone really good with lawrence siao's help lor... i mean. now even their music sounds much better and nicer than when our batch was still there.... at least now i hear the lower brasses liao la. hahaz.

todae, watched mtv feng shen bang... quite surprised to hear another version of ou de yang's gu dan bei ban qiu lor.. lyrics got change a little bit la, but nt much.... but this time frm a girl's point of view... lin yi cheng's gu dan bei ban qiu.. hahaz. ou de yang's one is frm the boy's point of view i tink... aiya... sae so much.. go n listen and take note of the lyrics then u will noe what i am saying la.. hahaz..

last few daes spent slacking outside home... thurs was going to seng hean's house with samuel. fri.. going out with classmates to grassroots.. wah i tink thaddeus really works wonders lor... just some persuasion frm him and we got like 10 ppl to go bowling with us.. junfan, alvin leong, alvin lin, liu zhen, liang zhen, junwei, vincent, thaddeus, me and fukui.... hahaz. we met fukui @ the bus stop n he said he sian ... so ask can join us ornt... ok lor.. :D

at church todae had a very experienced pianist lor.. sister shuhui... i tink she really really different frm other pianists leh.. the way she plays really zai.. can bring up the climax one ... but hor, inviting her to play hor is like very seldom, cos it's on rotation basis mahz.. den cynthia taught me a very nice song.. or rather demo to me la. sonata in c major... i wanna look for the score manz.. mebbe ask her lend me someday la... since her sister still using it for her piano lessons....

oh ya. found some strategic games online lor... thx to siokteng and yukit... one is called "petals around the rose" .. the other.. "crimson room" ... wah i spent like 1 hour plus .. each ... to complete and formulate out the logic lor. damn hard. hahaz.. here is the url of "petals around the rose" ...

http://www.borrett.id.au/computing/petals-j.htm

sounds lame la... but the title very impt (so that's a hint for u) ... see whether u can figure out or nt... hahaz (no prizes ah.. :D)

ok.. lastly, 1 mind-bogging qn... "is hell exothermic or endothermic?" .... it's supposed to be a joke la. i got the long long ans tt was sent to me by courtesy of jianming in october 2003..... hahaz.... still in my mailbox lor... :P will upload the answer in my next entry.....

2004-08-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

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2004-08-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

.... dotz... long time since i blogged... dono la. tink it's again due to my personal laziness. hahaz. but last wk.... aiya normal school week la nth really happened except for....

start of common tests!

freak... i started off my common tests much earlier than e geog students... cos i take lit mah. okay la. lit paper 1 wasn't tt hard (but i dono y laurang keeps saeing it's tough ...) ... den... sat... SS paper 1 + english paper 1 .... english was ok, cos we had too much time to write la... wrote some story on "too many cooks spoil the broth" when actually i wanted to do the topic on PE to niao certain teachers in school... hahaz. den SS? erm... tink can fail diao tis paper liao. i was mugging the part on healthcare during the break. den it actually came out. so i was like wth la... actually i tot merger would come out.. dotz. but came out in source-based.... so ... kind of unlucky la. hahaz.

den still got the hc carnival la. basically it's just like 10 bucks worth of food.. hahaz. junk la. got ice-cream, cheeze puff, chicken sticks, prata, nasi lemak etc etc etc.... oh ya. watched "mean girls" a few daes b4 tt with samuel n senghean too. go watch it after all ur common tests (if u have la)! it's a really lame show.. hahaz

tis week: ... die manz. as many ppl have said, the way the school admin places the test dates is really "farnie" lor... we get bombarded with tons of core subjects... n after the national dae holidays... those non-core subjects.. kaoz. i m dying.... really. physics + lit todae. wasted all my time on physics lor. the paper wasn't TT easy la... but where got time to finish?? ... i am like so surprised tt liangzhen actually had time to go toilet, smile at sunita ... n sit there stoning.. when all of us are struggling to complete the paper. but king liang best la, i tink he give up on physics liao, stone there.... den started drawing on the foolscap paper i gave him... even sunita was smiling at him. dotz.. den lit. din really study much. die for passage based cos i was tryin to crap my ans throughout... ya. but essay wise ... okay la. hope can get b4 n above lor for tis lit paper (2gether with lit paper 1 last wk) .... actually by right i was aiming for b3.. but then.... looking @ the situation now i believe it's difficult. hahaz.

tml chem + history. wth... din even touch history leh.... DIE.. chem leh? mug the sec.4 part onli leh.. sec.3 got revise onli lor........ later come out all the details den another DIE... hahaz

abt 1.5 hrs to my birthdae!! hahaz.... woohoo i will finally be 16 in abt 1.5 hrs! many thx to the ppl who wished me happy birthdae n gave me cards! hahaz.. thx to huang chun n wei jie lao shi for ur card.. really din expect tt u all would still send me a birthdae card even though i changed church liao.. xie le... also thx to cheryl (ok i noe 4 cheryls... so tis one is e one frm fuhua sec) ...for ur bdae card also... hahaz. eh lastly thx to lap kuan arh... though i m smaller than u by just 1 dae.... but thx for ur wishing (although i wished u before tt too... :D)!

but sho sad... birthdae have to be "celebrated" with common tests tis year..... haizz... common tests i jiu anxious until like tt liao... i wonder how i m going to survive prelims n O levels without freaking out lor.... :S

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2004-07-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

thurs: nothing interesting............. juz tt hor. during chem lesson cos i asked leonard a qn, n accidentally whacked his back... so what happened? he attempted to *ahem* me la in class.... siao la. den zhouyang n liangzhen actually helped him. wth... luckily sow was there n she shouted lor. wahlau....... wreck my reputation in class ........ dotz...... during lesson leh..... kaoz....

fri: triple test dae. phy.... chem... n chinese. worst still, have to hand up 3 lit qns which i apparently din bother to do.... hahaz. ya. so phy test was surprisingly easy. i realli mean surprising ... hahaz. topic on radioactivity. e.g. " explain what is meant by 'an isotope' " .... dotz... so was okay la. chem? 100 marks test. haiya, i din realli study well for this test so i am a bit afraid la.... dono la, wait until give back the paper den i will noe my marks la. :S ngsn and tanyk were damn nice to postpone the handing up of e 12th nite assignments n the chinese test respectively..... :D

sat: lousy dae la. went to sch for lit remedial den to go home again.... dotz... @ nite went to cousin's house to celebrate his birthdae arh... ya. den b4 dat went with dad to buy suckling pig... wah. first time see how dey chop n pack the whole shao zhu lor...... den i was wondering wth we need a shao zhu for a birthdae celebration? i tot onli those ceremonies they use this.... :S but it tasted good la... ya.

eh i forgot to mention abt the judo finals... ya. went to toa payoh sports hall to support weesiang n his team la for finals. both b div n c div got the champs. but then weesiang lost his individual match against the RI guy la.. ya. can see he was struggling with nt letting his back touch the ground (cos tt means he will lose for sure) ... ya. n the moment he got slammed.... i saw him lying down flat in the middle of the mat... at tt point of time i realli felt sad for him. he goes for training everyday until like 5.30pm in the evening.... 6 days per week leh. n somemore this is like his last yr in chs judo liao.... n the last match/competition he's going to play. ya... den outside the sports hall his eyes was red la, with his snr comforting him. ya. weesiang is totally different in class n on the judo battlefield... ya. i tink tt's probably one of the reasons why i admire him la..... aniwae luckily the next dae he was okay liao... din dao me for 2 days (like the last time he lost to an AES guy) .....

2 more daes to the start of my common tests....

racial harmony dae

2004-07-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

todae racial harmony dae.... quite happy la. can slack. hahaz. sway la todae, half of liuzhen's deck (of poker cards) kena consficated by jaya.... last time was half of leonard's deck. yah... so what was left was half of leonard's deck n half of liuzhen's deck. erm... so what we reckoned was tt if we continued playin a new deck sure kena consficated too... hahaz. so leo n i spent the whole morning designing new cards. as in.. changing all those extra ones by using marker or simply draw n cut out a new one using those foolscap backing thing... ya... :S

so had this concert at auditorium @ 9 la... tchs ppl really racist leh, we were either laughing or ... erm... hiding our eyes away frm the stage. the latter part was onli done by leo la..... cos he's extreme racist.... really. i tink he muz haf some bad encounter with ppl of other races b4... tt's y now his resistance against other races seem to be extremely high as compared to ours. den damn qiang lor, after eating @ the purple plate stall, den i realised at the table tennis area dere got sell all the traditional food... too bad i too full liao.. sian la after tt went back class n played 9 ppl "go-fish" ... n after tt, at 11, erm.... sneaked home la, since the movie also like v sian ... hahaz...

tchsband got some performance at expo todae... heard it's like playing music to some old folks. so, as expected, old folks din noe how to appreciate music la.... ya.. so sad rite... hahaz..

i realised some trend going on... tt once u haf power ppl will suck up to u .... hahaz samuel told me tt before but i din really seem to believe it. but now i do lor.... after some examples shown. quite sad la.. i mean... if u realli haf the potential n enthusiasm, even if u don suck up, u will still be elected lor..... if u realli want the post or sth den work ur way thru the year la, don depend on such underhand means to get what u want.... ya tt's realli very despicable... n i believe if u really got what u wanted thru hard work @ the end of the yr rite, the sense of accomplishment is great la. ya... don end up regretting like some of my jnrs..

eh... did i mention abt the fine thing? no rite... so shall sae now. if u remembered rite i wrote abt me being caught at the bus interchange for walking in the bus parking area n having the guy to write down my particulars. wth... i received some registered mail from LTA, fining me 20 dollars. hahaz. the letter saes its "low penalty" liao... but then.... first time offence leh, den tt time the guy also nv sae i need to pay fine or wat.... haiz....

tml judo finals. weesiang jiayou!

airport

2004-07-17T12:54:00.000+08:00

went to airport ytd.. i mean frm 11 plus pm to the next dae. first time i came out like sho late in the nite lorz.... den had a chance to take the MRT to changi airport for the first time la.. airport station is ji cool! really... if u midnight go rite (which i did ytd)... it's so big n quiet la.. kaoz. met up with bernard, darren n shawn there. dey a bit siao one... clarence's flight is like 6am and dey met at 9pm. hahaz but since i m lazy to go dhoby ghaut n my house's relatively near to the airport..... ya...

i feel really proud of clarence.. i mean.. he's only sec.3 n he's representing singapore n also tchsband for an international music camp. yeapz. every year our band sure got 1 sec.3 go audition one... last year was daniel la. but he din get in... yeap so tis yr we sent clarence n..... he got in. qiang rite?? hahaz actually he is la. second time audition for snyo den go into main orchestra.... wow. ya.. so b4 he arrived i was a bit sian diao... did some homework there with the others.... real crappy la..... i realised airport was so cold! really... i mean if u stay in there for a long time rite, u will feel tt ur body temperature rapidly decreases n soon u will find urself shivering.... ya. den we started playing poker there (with $$ lor) ..... dotz....... but in the end i also mei ying mei shu, so nvm lor.. hahaz. shawn n darren a bit siao diao liao..... the drinks they bought rite... i tink 8 cups, for the 3 of them initially. with tons of french fries n ... burgers la... shawn lor, so rich manz... den i also like wu yuan wu gu got free drinks n stuff to eat. hahaz, cos all of them cant finish mah.

felt real sleepy after tt la.... den after clarence checked in his luggage rite, u see 3 ppl sitting on the floor outside the immigration entry glass n ... slping! hahaz, tt's me, darren n shawn.. bernard tinks we a bit de siao liao so instead he went to tok to clarence. shawn rox lor... his slping ability can compare to mine liaoz, at tt kind of place rite, darren was plain stoning den me n shawn were slping like logs... hahaz. a bit sad la... clarence leaving for detroit for 2 wks lor.. USA leh. erm.. fully sponsored trip okay... den got another girl (also representing singapore la) n .... wong ho chong. kaoz. dono how long nv see her liaoz... n apparently she appeared v ci xiang (just for once onli okay...) .... hahaz.

waiting for clarence to come back with my present.... hahaz :P

shake-off

2004-07-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

as expected, we played the shake-off game todae after sch.. erm.. let me count... 8 of us running together out frm class to the bus stop. hahaz. me, leonard, zhouyang, weesiang, junfan, junzhe, liuzhen, jeremy. the latter 2 caught up with us later la.... leo very shen lor... he saes "run" .. n he ran all the way frm classrm to the bridge at the swimming pool there w/o stopping. with his 2 heavy bags summore. fast runner sia? lol.. yeap. so zhou started running n all of us followed too. during the run i was laughing until got stitch lor.. cos like everyone's sho excited abt escaping... hahaz if by now u still dono what i m tokking abt, refer to my last post...

den upon reaching the bus stop, leo was a bit siao.... he wanted to walk all the way to the hc bus stop. wth! hahaz, so everyone started walking but in the end u see a bunch of ppl running back. why? cos weesiang got bright eyes n saw tt 852 was approaching... n 5 of them (leo, zhou, ws, jf, jz) ... all went off! ............ leaving me with pathetic jeremy (liuz went off shortly). hahaz. shit la... so we went to hide la behind some bulletin board... den afterwards jeremy went off. die die die. n weeshian by tt time had already arrived @ the bus stop with alvin lin. n............. he saw me!! sae i jian4............... hahahaz.... luckily he din ask me for an explanation so i was like "phew" ... 151 saved the dae finally when it arrived like less than 1 min later.... whoooo~

the whole incident sho exciting...... next week muz continue again..... :D

2004-07-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

erm regardin my last post... abt band fiesta... a bit sorry hor... if anione takes offence.. ya. but just my plain views kay.. aniwae nycb u realli worked hard for tis gold manz! good job la yesterdae.. hahaz

todae me n zhouyang keep tokking la, den durin jaya lesson she said "i see 2 sweethearts there tokking..." or sth la, den i feigned ignorance by lookin behind at di jw n bryan.. yah. den................ zhou yang did the same! ... so everyone was a bit confused as to whu she was tokking abt. den she rolled her eyes n said "haoquan n zhouyang" .... hahaz. todae a bit lame diao one la...

eh after sch got a shake off game lor.. tis time is towards a certain classmate of mine. wahkao, 4 of us realli nt siam diao after class (of cos to avoid him chasing la) .... den i tot he wouldn't catch up cos of his back problem. YET he did.. dono how come suddenly todae he's so like motivated to run or sth, when usually he wans other ppl to wait for him as he saes he cant run cos of his back problem. hahaz. so in e end leonard damn qiang, says tot that he was already at the front, so we were chasing to "catch up with him" ... hahaz creative sia. budden rite, in my point of view, i don tink he will accept this explanation. cos like damn obvious when we running, den we keep looking at the back to see whether he's chasing up. n i tink he saw us looking back. ya.. hahaz in ani case, a bit de unlucky today la. lol... i posting this thing here cos i am like 99.9999% sure tt he wun read tis blog la. hahaz..

eh sow catching up wif anglc liao, competing to see whu finish marking test papers first. but then anglc onli 1 dae finish marking test liao (i sec.2 under him so i noe la) ... den sow.. took 3 daes. but then as compared to chewty laz yr... great difference la. eh... forgot to sae, sow, at the start of the yr, din mark so fast one lor....hahaz. liangzhen got 61 out of 60 marks. woww... a bit de impossible. y? cos sow gave him 1 bonus mark (he scored full marks la) .... hahaz den like everybody a1 lor? ... a bit de erm.... unbelievable but it's true la. mebbe there's 1 or 2 a2 which i dono la... budden as compared to last test is SIGNIFICANT improvement. ya. dono la. wait until she give back the test papers den can see the overall analysis or sth...

food for thought: does 4H have any class spirit?

... dotz. some ppl saes have. some saes nt. hahaz. tanyk suggested his theory todae in class of 4H "no class sprit" la... he got a lot of reasons to support his clause lor...

band fiesta

2004-07-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

went to botanical gardens for band fiesta with terence todae. before that, were supposed to buy flowers for yumin n ny euph section.. ya. so we searched round the whole taka, and wisma for supermarket. hahaz, y nt flower shop? cos terence saes he "wants creativity" ... so he wans to buy flower SEEDS. dotz. ya so we ended up buying flower seeds.. and some magic soil which doesn't need soil n water. tt's good anyway. ya... so in the end, as expected, we were late.

nycb got the "grooviest band of the gardens" award todae. realli surprising lor.. cos a lot of us tot st pats would win. i mean.. david anthony glosz. sec.4 bandmates should noe how qiang is he.. ya.. and st pats really distinctive sia, brought their fake clown wigs of bright colours n wore it during their performance. n i tot their music was the best among the 5 bands played todae. yet... haiz.. din win. can see a lot of st pats audience very disappointed. yea.. so nycb was a bit de "bao leng men" la... to be honest. last yr when dey got gold everyone was already saying "bao leng" liao.. den still got into top 10 leh. something like greece.. hahaz. no offence to any nycb peeps reading, just my own thoughts la.

too bad we missed the swiss cottage band performance. yeapz. swiss cottage every band fiesta sure got participate one. ya.. n surprisingly, another bao leng band got into top 10. cgssb! ... wahkao... i tink the judges for syf last yr muz have been a bit deaf lor.. ok la i don mean any harm or offence.. but then ... haiz.... next week still got the other 5 bands. oh ya, forgot to sae which are the top 10 bands tt entered band fiesta. 11 july - swiss cottage, crescent girls', st pats, nygh, rvhs; 18 july - acsi, ri, tkgs, yuhua, sas.. some schools tt got in really expected la. like yuhua, tkgs, st pats etc etc. dotz.. now i finally noe why ppl last yr keep saying the judges got a bit of the hearing problem.. hahaz. 30 golds leh last yr, too much liao la... ya. aniwae saw teng en, dai chao there too. then after nycb won, saw vanessa, candy, michelle, yanru n xinyi (isit? dono la) .... gave the flower seeds n the magic soil to yumin, erm... n yanzhen after much stoning ard at their resting area.. paiseh la.. i v shy one when it comes to the issue of girls. ya.. actually terence also la.. den terence sort of damn paiseh when he gave yanzhen the seeds n soil, cos her frens keep asking her whether terence is her bf. eh.. yumin n yanzhen, hope u all don mind the gifts, hahaz.. terence's great creativity at work la...:D

durin the whole band fiesta, i was wondering how come tchs nt selected.. mebbe we played just well enuff for a gold last yr? hahaz, honestly i tink we screwed up the whole choice piece last yr la (mebbe due to our nervousness) ... but then well... still got a gold. ya.. now got new outdoor instructor liao whom my jnrs tink tt he's a metrosexual n he's really siao (which matches with his surname la)... hope in syf 2006 i can proudly see tchsband doing their formations on the field of National Stadium, just like what the band did dono how many decades ago..

anyway. i heard abt latest news of ccb from my jnrs la. i kelian yanzhen lor, kena "harassed" by him like siao... hahaz. he damn irritating la, gave "hershley kisses" to yanzhen ytd at the SAF concert(n she rejected!)... den attempted to follow her home? wth... den i heard frm dai chao tt he almost cried cos yanzhen kena scared off by him? .... dotz.. surprising tt got such a secondary sch student exists in real life rite? hahaz.

2004-07-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

todae was quite a stupid dae la. tot i was late for remedial so was asking dad (whu's fetching me) ... to go faster. yeap. den reach there already like between 0905 to 0910. n.... she wasn't here! hahaz. haiya. actually kind of expected la, since punctuality's nt her and mine virtue. hmm..she moved the venue to lt3... something else to mention. yangwz saves the dae! hahaz.. she was crapping non-stop abt her so-called "fav" twelfth nite. den i couldn't catch what she was saying... yangwz said he has a lesson at 1000 hrs.. so ... no choice la, had to release us! woohoo. hahaz.. god knows what time she will be crapping till if yangwz din step in. yangwz rox la. :P

the reason y i said todae was a bit stupid cos the remedial ended in less than an hr.. n i had to go home after tt? ... 1 hr plus bus ride home lor, no joke. but then i decided to walk ard first cos i tink it's too ... wasteful to go home like tt. weikiat n darren a bit lame lame one lor... eating venue also want to argue with me... dey say eat canteen food good, but i insisted on coro. so..... after much stoning, i gave in la. hmmm...

i tink weikiat's a bit infatuated with geckos lor... a bit saddistic. recently he has been tokking to me in lit class how gecko rox? den he even took yuanlong's twelfth nite guidebk to draw a gecko inside. worse still, on his blog rite..... inside his so-called wicked pot, dere's a gecko inside. yea.. so ppl u all shld call him the real gecko kia lor, nt me. heh ;)

aniwae at church todae, the guest speaker, whu's a pastor frm some other presbyterian church, damn farnie lor... he got daughter liao n i tink in his 40s or 50s... n his voice haven break. dotz... den also rite, he v anti climax one. at the climax, suddenly he stops n blinks at us. den continue his speech.. hahaz. so todae's sermon was more like i was looking at him rather than really listening to what he's saying la. but don worry, i also got listen to abt ... erm 80% of it la. ya....

2004-07-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

woohoo! tis week's tests finalli over liaoz.... wah. cant believe i actually sat thru all of them without trying to pon for some of e tests lorz. :S hahaz.. ya.. next week onli got 2 tests. shuang manz..

ngsn is weird leh.. she deliberately brought forward her oral examination in order to haf remedial for us tml... hahaz. i mean.. prelims oral leh, official one.. den can like that one meh? .... those ppl sway lorz.. for my class it's index 1 to 9 la under her. den dey onli knew it on the dae itself. wow... zhen de you mental preparation. hahaz. so... the conclusion is dat i m going to sit down in CR3 for 1 hr (or 1.5 hrs la) from 9am... sianing ard with tt yellow book of mine: twelfth nite... argh.

den hor, a particular jnr in band also v ... de weird one. i m sure samuel agrees with me. erm... let me describe. he carries ard with him a black string all the time... and he hangs it over his neck... and pulls the string across his 2 hands la, making himself look like erm.... a horse.... hahaz. den hor, i dono y i niao him so softly den he got the qian li er like that. suddenly whip me. hahahaz. weirdo sia..

hmm... the characteristics of some ppl in class whom i don like..... some of them rather identical lorz. for one thing, ppl tt luves to flaunt their knowledge really... erm... piss me off lorz. i mean... ya la. i know my studies nt their qiang, but don need everytime despise me right.... v time after test, asked me "how?" ... den i sae "dunno" ... den he saes "mei you du jiu shi mei you du la .." ..... wth lorz. fine... nth to sae manz.. den hor... there's a person in my class whu is really abackstabber... like he treats u veri nice... den in order to suck up to some other classmate, den try to bully me... wahlau... very hypocrite lorz. i mean, very obvious lor... frm his actions. i hope it's nt very obvious whu i m tokking abt la.... but nvm don tink he knows tis url too.... :P

haiz........... muz choose frens correctly manz... wee siang was right lor... cannot be the good guy all the time one, otherwise will suffer one.

choose ur frens wisely!

....

2004-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

friends make ur journey seem short... really.. hahaz. tt's part of the reason why i haf been finding classmates to walk to the bus stop with me everyday. heh heh.. last time rite, talk to terence on the bus... den bu zi bu jue ... reach home liao? wah.. ji fast lor.... hmmm....

ytd had prelims oral.. hahaz was quite okay lor. considering the fact tt i somehow got to noe the information beforehand liaoz.... yea.. den hor.. cos i second last wat.. so can use comp. checked out some strait times article on istana open hse (since tt's e topic for discussion) ... hahaz but haiyo.. nth much la... just some crap... crapped up my reading lor. dono y. i tink nervous.. ya.. den after tt picture i tokked lots of crap again.. cos already like got plan liaoz.. so was ok. but the qns she ask ... also v de funny one lor. she ask me to conclude by lookin at the backgrd... wahlau... den the convo was also okay. cos rite... as expected, we knew e topic beforehand. heh jian4 rite... :X ... topic was on hobby. den i ji lame la... i said "collecting stickers" ... den at tt pt of time she started laffing out loud lor. hahaz. but i told her tt's in pri sch. yea.

class is now infatuated with 2 stuff. bridge n soccer. siao one lorz.. now class like gambling den. den u see liang zhen, leonard, and zhouyang play until can quarrel one... damn farnie. especially zhouyang lor, he talks hor, the volume is equivalent to my shout. hahaz. den we everytime calls him "zhou f"... the f is like for the four-letter one la. but then i smart, call him "zhou friend" ... or "zhou peng you" la. den he tink i despise him... wahlauz. hahaz. but he very de cute lor (tt's what a lot of classmates say la). den soccer. now is copa america n s-league (wOw?) ... hahaz. wt saes want to bet on what tampines vs albirex la... siao lorz.... wanted to join in but also dono wat to bet for copa america. wt siao one la... he predict like all the match liao, den preparing to zham his $$ into singapore pools....yea.

sian la... tests everydae... wait until this wk over, den i will be the first to rejoice. hehz... king arthur coming out soon lorz, dono want to watch ornot... common tests nearin liaoz... :X

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-05T05:13:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. now its july 5 2004, 5.05am............freak............!! argh. i just dono how to describe my feelings now.. missed the last match of portugal vs greece when i actually wanted to watch it......... just because at 2am i was greedy n wanted to wake up at 2.45............... n i tot i could...............in the end? slept thru the whole match........... kaoz kaoz kaoz..........

i just feel like banging my head into the wall now......i hate myself manz.........y so greedy ar?........... argh argh argh....the feeling of missing e final match is very bad? ...... when i actually wanted to witness how the greeks won. ah okay enuff of my crapping manz.

got to noe from guojun's sms(es) n a check from soccernet..... that the greeks won! woohoo by a sheer 1-0.... gong xi fa cai la someone whu betted 20 bucks on the greeks. hahaz. wahlau.... odds is 1: 80 plus lor.... tt's what i heard on the news at 10 juz now.... den the someone win like .. ermz... 1600 bucks? KAOZ.. okay lor... win liaoz. n somemore he said it's his "virgin bet of e yr" leh... lucky sia? hahaz

anyway, will be grateful if anyone got record tis match down on a video cassette recorder manz.... if got muz tell me hor.... :D

long live greece n the greeks! hahaz. (but i heard they worship allah though :X)

first weekend of term 3? ...

2004-07-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

sho fast.... fri liaoz.. 1 wk just gone like tt.. hahaz... eh let me talk about todae ... suay but lucky @ the same time? dotz. let me explain la. first, on morn bus to sch rite, got this sparrow keep flying abt... in an aircon single deck 66. yeapz.. actually was ok one, den after that a bit irritated liao, cos rite.. it keeps flying over ppl's heads, den like can land at the window there, the person beside me (and some others on whom e bird landed on) .. xia dao lor. hahaz i also. :P

den after sch met up with mong for lunch at hc. ah okay la. later went back lor, actually planning to play instru or sth since i so long nv touch liaoz.. hahaz. haiyo, i say "play instru" rite... is nt necessarily eupho one. yea. those in band shld noe lor. :X den guojun suddenly smsed me whether to catch movie ... a bit sudden lor, den i also at a loss. partly becos i noe rite if no one like going out rite... den i sure procrastinate one.. i mean.. like laz time tt lord of the rings.. watched onli part 1 lor. noe y? hahaz cos part 2 i lazi to watch, den like until part 3 ... of cos din watch la. ;) yea... den leo everytime sae sae sae but no plan one. (hahaz, sorri leo!) since mondae is holidae... den juz go lor. erm very de qiao i met andy on the way den he also go with us la.. hahaz i zhen de bu extra lor... all 4G leh.. den i 4H? so mostly i kept quiet la, read my a maths book n sms to ... relieve boredom? hahaz... eh btw forgot to sae dat jonathan koh n wanghao (all from gj n andy's class) already @ lido to book tix liao. anyway spiderman 2 nt bad la.... for those ppl whu din watch part 1 (like me la) ... don worry, juz go n watch this spiderman 2.. sure can understand one. graphics so zai... hahaz. (oh ya i still haven pay jonathan back e money for my tix, i just rmbed it at orchard mrt station :P)later on e way back rite... ji lame lor, after i reach bedok mrt .... cos my bus is located at the far end of the interchange n if i walk by the walkway, i haf to make a big round lor. so walked shortcut by crossing the driveway la. den sway sway. after i reach the other end, got one green shirt uncle ask me follow him to bus company office (which is v near la)......... sway sia.......... kena copied down particulars n sch name...... den he sae cannot cross lor. wahlau... nt that i wan to put my life at risk, but then .... look at the design of the bus interchange... siao lei... ppl of cos use shortcut rite? ... den now they wasting some money to construct a shelter over so walkway la.... when dey shld have like.. erm.... construct a shortcut or sth. sway sia.. was actually a bit xia dao. asked him got fine or not.... den he damn dao... n kept repeating dat "zhe ci wo men fang guo ni, mei you xia yi ci le..." ... kaoz. den go out all the bus drivers (slackin la outside the office) ... v irritating.. sae i shouldn't do this do that. hahaz. luckily bus came here so i din care abt them n rushed off liao...... phew

anyway, ytd assembly... joseph tan introduced to us all the new facilities of hua zhong college or sth la... wah siao lor. simi lab also have..... den still got practice rooms la for musical grps.... wow.. den ram damn farnie lor, u should haf heard him laugh out loud from the back row of auditorium. cos me, weesiang, alvin lin, junfan all sitting at back row. so.... obvious rite. me n weesiang keep laffing (abt him la) ... kaoz. it's like damn sudden n he laughed... anyway joseph tan presentation very impressive lor... but then build finish already june 2006 liaoz... :X

sian. prelim oral for me next tues.. examiner: loh weiling... wah die liaoz. hahaz..

mon : youth dae
tues : a maths test (relative velocity)
english prelim oral
wed : ss test (chap 4)
thurs: physics test (term 2 revision)
fri : chem test (organic chem)

other classes all more than us la, so i should feel contented already? :O

first dae at school...

2004-06-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

as the title suggests, first dae at school. wasn't that bad as i have expected it to be... hahaz. got back sho many tests todae... of cos i nt leonard so good la, get all a1s... i got 2 a1s n a b3! hahaz.. but v happi liao? cos b3 is for physics... den my phy is known to be one of e worst in the class, constantly getting c5s n c6s... yea.. eh thx to guojun whu lent me his electromagnetic induction notes.. cos i just plainly studied e notes n ... did tys? hahaz. xie xie.

my starhub hp plan expire liao... tt means i can either change a new plan or ... change a new line? hahaz.. i don feel like using starhub anymore lor, like so ex! yes... very de ex... my phone bill like sometimes 60 plus per mth lor, scary... all my father's fault la... last time say want to help me upgrade... den straightaway from powertalk (or isit powerchat?... dotdot i forgot) ... to powerchat 300. wow.. hahaz.. so if any of u have any hp plans u wan to recommend tt's v worthwhile? can tell me la.. xie xie....

school "rocks" sia... next week i am bombarded with different kinds of test everydae... wow... isn't it "fun" to have tests? hahaz.. *shows a sarcastic grin* .. anyway just to mention, i just realised tt tanyk is very de.. pervertic! hahaz.. todae he was tokking abt his experience when watching hp3... den suddenly he says emma watson very chio.... i quote from him ar ... "ni men bu hui jue de na ge nv de hen chio meh?" ... den worst still, he shows a v sinister look on his face. hahahaz.. ji crap lor.. but nvm i tink tt's what makes classes more interesting la. otherwise it will be v monotonous....

one thing i realised something tt has changed in our class this term is the .... total disappearance of talk of cards.. todae morning went in n nt even leonard was flicking / playing / talking abt cards? hahaz.. nt being niao.. but leo is founder of our class cards' clan mah. lol. den after sch, for some reason.. liang zhen, vincent etc etc started playing cards again.. hahaz.. mebbe morning hor everyone too worried abt whether to hand in this n that or not? ya la .. shld be lor. cos todae's main topic of discussion for a lot of us was "need to hand in maths meh?" ... "got do or not?" ... expected la. i tink every class also like tt one...

next wk prelim orals liaoz.... gd luck

:X

2004-06-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

some of u might haf saw me online from wed to sat.. yeapz.. i din go fer mission camp! hahaz.. number of reasons la. first my mum discourages me frm going for the fact tt i still haf some work undone lor.... yea.. den i also like don wan to quarrel wif her over such a small issue. hahaz. den secondly rite... i tink i go there also like.. v loner one. so might as well don go? yea so in e end i din la...hmmm

sch reopening in 2 days time. yea... hahaz i m half sad n half happy... happy cos i don haf to stay at home n... stone? hmmm.. sad ar? cos it's lessons' time again........ dotz. anyway no use la, sad or happy, still need to go sch rite? hahaz, so muz maintain e positive attitude. but then term 3, common tests, prelims, o levels. wow... nice lay up of events sia.

todae not realli sian.. cos i went out. hahaz... went to coro actually to wait for someone to pass me something. *ahem* ... but tt someone came late and den din bring e stuff i needed.... hahaz ni zi ji ying gai dong shi shui le ma? yea.. no point gettin angry over him. hahaz so went to play LAN? last gaming session with e jnrs before i realli realli settle down myself to studying until O levels end? hahaz... playing with clarence damn farnie one... play until i can die laughing.. cos he first time play den act cute or act farnie (i dono la.. )... but his acting skills got quality one.... hahaz. ya la tt "thing" is e flute la... damn mafan.. every week need to borrow one. so todae i went w/o e flute, den like sian ard nth to do... den like at 7pm tt time, zixin asked me want to play trpt ornot.. den i was like ... siao liao? hahaz. but in e end got play la, cos she got teach me wat... so made things simpler.. yea so now i am actually considering whether to play trpt frm now onwards ornot... cos like.... take flute veri mafan... den frm next yr onwards i tink no flute liao lor... cos most probably i wun join band in jc liao? ya..

dono la. den after service cynthia had a very long chat with me... hahaz.. actually rite only tokked about school reopening and stuff lor, den suddenly tokked abt o levels, jc admissions all these. btw, she's out of nj liaoz... soon going nus. yea. so she was telling me like how to choose jc lor... n i was really enlightened.. now i haf more tips n pointers as to which jc i will choose liaoz... dono la. some jcs like distance so far... pls leh, i live in bedok lor.. n studying in tchs somemore.. a person living in east studying in west not good one... cos if he chooses a jc near his hse, den not much or even one following lor... yea. my predicament exactly. hahaz. but rite now i still haven made up my choice of exactly which one to choose lor... see my frens' decisions first? hahaz... of cos need the grades to get in also la... den... got second qn.. wat cca to join? hahaz... i somehow already haf one liao in my mind. shan't sae first la... ;) ... but quoted from a particular person..... get over with the prelims n o levels first... den she me shi jiu hao shang liang le...

anyway, twelfth nite's a great book lor... hahaz. something tt's more than a play.... teaches us some stuff abt our own lives or sth la... ya..

sian... sleepy.. later sweden vs holland. may holland win... hahaz. holland holland go go go.

broadrick concert.....

2004-06-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

hahaz... okay i m just baq frm vch ... okay la each tix (circle) was 50 bucks n stall was 20 bucks lor... yeapz. den my dad bought 4 circle tix.. hahaz but then rite.. 1 tix for us only 5 bucks, cos all e other money rite.. his sch alumni sponsor or sth la. woohoo.... lucky sia, if 1 tix 50 bucks i faint liao.. hahaz...

the concert ji farnie one lor.. when e guest of honour arrive.. like got half of e military band stand on stage and play to welcome lor.. kaoz. i mean STAND leh.. whole stage empty empty one.... erpz..

but then their CO impressed me leh.... dono y. their songs all damn zai, especially one.. i tink is called "festival" or sth... adapted from kitaro's song or wat la.. damn damn zai...... hahaz.. speechless lor. heard their conductor from SCO one leh.. sg chinese orchestra la. hahaz. considering whether jc i join CO? hahaz.. dono la. c first den say.....

den still got choir... hahaz. the choir's songs all v farnie one... got one inside got "bongchibongchibongchibongchi..." ... den another abt the same thing also. kaozz.. hahaz i was laughing like shit.. den my sis says she's going to sleep soon. hahaz... den rite... their costume very revealing one leh... hahaz... really. cos rite i tink e material of their clothes hor..... v de thin? hahaz. something more, we found my sis's look-alike in the bunch of choir girls! hahaz. my mum was looking den suddenly she saw like a girl amongst them who is like 99% alike to my sis. hahaz. den my sis damn disgusted but me n my mum were laughing out like shit. hahahaz.

their band was i tink one of e lousiest liaozz.. hahaz.... v messy lor... hahaz den their conductor is like ulu ulu one, nv heard of. no snare drum. instead, they used the snare from the drumset. hahaz... n for only the last piece i see the percussionist use the WHOLE drumset. wahahaz. den only got 1 trombone? 5 eupho?.... hahaz very de ... dono how to say la. very improportionate... whole band size very small leh, heard emcee say only 55? lol...

den also got ensembles la, CO took up most of it. got percussion one. damn zai. hahaz. the action rite....... speechless. they performing sth like "tiger prancing on an attack" .. or sth like that la. den the drummer prance on the drum like a tiger like that? hahaz. ji lame. but nevertheless e whole ensemble was zai.. hahaz..

dey also got erm... soloist ar? ... from broadrick alumni one... yangqin player whu's going... to ... erm beijing conservatory of music to shen zao.. or sth. hahaz.. zai lor.. whack damn fast! hahaz. i tink yangqin is like piano liddat, need 2 concentrate on 2 hands one lor.. lol. see e way he plays also xia dao liaoz.

the dizi with some gong-like percussion accompaniment... also very zai. nth to sae. den rite.. dey also haf like choir combined with band, CO and piano respectively... quite nice la.

last part damn malu... e band combining with choir ... den rite... after playing e conductor went to e backstage liao.. den a while later he stand just at the backstage door dere waiting to conduct encore piece.... hahaz. den rite... the emcees as usual sae audience can go home liao... den audience really go home leh! hahahaz. wait until like almost everyone started moving away frm their seats liao den suddenly got "encore"... but too late le. hahaz. damn paiseh lor.. cos e whole band like stand there, act supposed to play encore piece one, but no one shouted at e rite time. and somemore i saw e very nan kan look on the extreme right flautist's face (i tink is one of the majors la) ... when she asked her frens down there to shout "encore" .... dot dot dot.. hahaz.

haiya e whole concert hor.. v messy one.. all e items not like classified leh.. tt's y ppl keep having to move all e chairs n stage to 1 side... waste time lor..... hahaz. oh ya. still got the psg (parent support grp).. also got perform.. wahlau... their songs really not "we are from broadrick psg, happy family" .. and stuff like that.. hahazz. me n sis laughing out again lor... ji lame one. den hor.. we also realised programme booklet need $2 to buy.. wahkaoz eh.... first time i heard of programme booklet need $$ one lor. hahaz..

overall quite ok lor.. gave me a different impression of what CO is all abt? cos honestly in e past always felt tt CO music very tu one ... (no offence to any co peeps reading) ... hahaz. yea..

for 5 bucks, it was worth it? hahahahaz..

2004-06-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. i am quite surprised only a small tag received so much "encouraging" replies lor... hahaz. anyway it was nth la, so don need to care abt it also. lol..

getting my scv on 24 june.. which is like 2 days later... wah starhub's advertising is like... even call to our home.. den also got sms to my dad's hp.. their advertising area really big lor, no wonder their plans so ex one... den my bills also so high... kaoz.
but nvm, good manz.. den can watch euro liao.. instead of checkin soccernet everyday.. hahaz

now i am quite bothered by this week's schedule lorz.. firstly is e question of whether going mission camp or not.. tt time ask my mum den she nv said anithing.. so i tot okay.. den now rite... reminded her again den she say cannot. cos firstly... v ex? den secondly.. she says i need time to do my work? hahaz.. quite true lor.. look at the physics worksheets can faint liao.... but then rite... i have tis urge of going.. dono y.. mebbe cos i too long nv stay overnite in church le? hahaz.. then i asked my sis, den she said she nt going.. den i like suddenly ... become v indecisive. dono whether to go ornot, until now. hahaz... cos rite i scared i go den like v loner like that... den like sometimes v paiseh when u are with a group of people n u don talk at all.. not like don want to talk, but is nothing to talk i suppose?

sian....

...

2004-06-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

okay.. for some reason.. some games today either got cancelled.. or like changed venue.. so actually today had to go down into e sea one, den in e end don need. hahaz..

today starting quite sian lor.. started with songs singing or sth like that.. den rite.. a bit paiseh.. cos we sing so loud den like a lot of people looking.. yeapz.

den later rite.. had some games la. the games really lame diao one lor.. hahaz. but intentions were good. all organised by our good buddy liangxiang (hahaz, he channel 8 news reporter one...) .. then the adults keep laughing like siao for like no reason one .. hahaz. but nvm la at least my grp won in e end wif another grp? hahaz...

the lunch nt bad sia.. lots of stuff lor.. really. like otah la (okay la my dad ordered e otah .. good quality stuff lor) .. curry puffs, fried rice, bee hoon all these. hahaz. but everyone help to prepare la.. my family went to like 3 places to ... get 3 different types of food. fishballs, curry puffs n .. otahs. yeaz.

den fun part was at e end.. waterbombs. hahaz. actually rite we supposed to go down into e sea to take waterbombs one. as in.. go down into water and grab those packets lying on e sea bed... den my grp damn jian lor.. dey say can only shoot legs.. den my team last team to shoot.. so whack head n body of other grps. hahaz. i had 2 headshots on other ppl's head. hahaz. zai rite... my cousin told me one la. cos when i throw rite i close my eyes .. for dono what reason la.. hahaz. but nt enough packets lor... dey pack so little... if got chance rite i sure go n pack somemore one ... hahaz.

den actually got mass soccer.. but dey cancelled.. so we the boys (and 2 adults) .. went for soccer. hahaz. ji lame la.. all of them like.. pri school one lor.. some even kindergarden only. den i watch them play can die of laughing lor.. i drift e ball rite.. got 2 kindergarden ones come n tackle me by sliding. den cannot snatch e ball over. hahaz. lame hor.. but quite fun lor. funny also? lol..

den after tt go home liaoz.. sian diao.

qn: ... what do u get when u mix 1 mol of barium with 2 mol of sodium?

ans: Banana

hahaz. cold?

courtesy of yumin...

tomorrow?

2004-06-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

hahaz. sianz.. actually these few daes i was thinking of whether to look forward to e church outing tml @ pasir ris park... hahaz. cos right.. my parents dey all plus my aunt all going.. which means nt fun already.. hahaz

hahaz. but rite... so sad.. tml got mass soccer! hahaz. dono la. but tink will be fun especially paired up with my cousin.. my sis with my cousin's sister (whu is also my other cousin la) ... paired up. kaozz. hahaz tink can laugh to death liao if all the aunties playing. lol. can imagine e scene rite...? then the aunties all laugh laugh den we also laugh laugh... so everybody laugh laugh? hahahaz. crap la..

next week siao diao liaoz la... still got some work haven completed yet... denz rite... revision also haven finish. a/e maths. history. .. sth like that. den rite.. still going for mission camp on 24 june... supposed to go on 23 one.. but going to watch performance on tt nite la... my dad bought e tix for all of us? hahaz.. featuring simi broadrick sch band la, broadrick co and all this la. heard it's their sch anniversary or sth ... den one tix actually sell for 50 bucks, den my dad bought for 20 bucks?
hahaz.. discount a lot leh.. but still v ex.... hahaz

hahaz but i dono y. i am lookin rather forward to e mission camp. cos... it's like a reunion with my frens at 1520 ministry again.. after like nt seeing them for some time .. since i transferred to sat nite service.. haahaz. but nt many frens there la, since i don really tok much then.. hahaz. but hope to play like damn lot of games @ nite lor, shuang man. that time mission camp den we played simi polar bear la.. hahaz...

eh.. i just found back my passion for sun yanzi's songs.. hahaz..... lame sia. recommending guan huai fang shi. hahaz.. simple but nice. den quoted from my sis "old but nice" ... hahaz.
haf been listening to songs dl-ed long long ago now insteading of dl-ed new ones.. yeapz..

2004-06-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

time check: 00.21 am ...

hahaz. sian la. tis morning went swimmin wif my parents again.. hahaz... since 2 in 1 : exercise n can bathe @ same time. lol. second time liaoz tis wk, n now my shoulder joints feel a bit funny. hahaz. wahlau, the aftermath was horrible today lor... changed venue for swimming and ended up @ hawker centre for lunch.. e hawker centre like a lot of stalls haven open lor? .. den somemore still v hot. so ended up was bugging my parents to leave after eating, den dey still wan to buy niang tou fu or sth la. the food also not v nice lor. kaoz...

hahaz. revision wise okay la. i decided to skip my languages la. don care liaoz. where got time for 8 subjects? hahaz. got time for like 6 already can go toilet and tou xiao liao.. ss, physics, lit now lor. shit la. left all my history bks in sch... mebbe sat try my luck @ admin office to get e classrm key to get back my books. hahaz..

cold jokes time:

- lang2 lai2 le4 ... guess a fruit?

ans: yang2 tao2 (starfruit)

- yang2 lai2 le4 ... guess a fruit?

ans: cao3 mei2 (strawberry)

... ji lame sia. (courtesy of anonymous? no la. someone. hahaz)

2004-06-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

cant believe my last post was like .... on saturday, when now's already tuesday. okay to be honest it's the work of procrastination....

hahaz. watched extreme makeover just now. zai manz... the before and after looks rite... so damn different. hahaz... should watched it lor, make u shocked like siao la...

hols are seriously sian lei... now i am still stuck wif quite a lot to do, and i have been moving @ quite a slow rate la.. hahaz... ss comes first on my list though, and reading through the text is like... hell for me liao... kaoz.

anyway euro 2004's here! yayyy... but like so sad cos no scv den like cannot watch, my cousin n his dad (who is my uncle) ... like can watch leh.. den keep niao-ing me. a lot of ppl niao me lor for not being able to watch. hahaz. nvm la. check soccernet can liao... fast n efficient.

france vs england 2 : 1

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yeah! france go go go! ....

outdoor syf competition....

2004-06-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

crashed camp yesterday after crashing it the day before. yeapz. missed sam on both days as we went different times.

first day. nothing to say. basic cleaning up of bandrm lar. second day was much of a surprise. saw some person who was talking to yeo.. yeap... den later i got to know tt he's an outdoor instructor? hahaz.. lol. heard dat the band's going to participate in outdoor SYF competition in 2 yrs time.. den the outdoor instructor was actually from tkss (the instructor there lar, hahaz) ... and tkss band is known to be the top outdoor band in singapore... hahaz. tink my juniors or rather all of them will die lorz...... n somemore this outdoor instructor is coming on a weekly basis (every sat) ... means he's hired by the school? hahaz... good lar. that was part of my dream for our batch. yet, we failed terribly. let's hope tis coming batch will really work towards outdoor SYF competition in 2005...

heard from leow tt a teacher, ho chong liang, passed away yesterday morning.... sad case. though he din teach me or so, but at least i tink i still know him larh.... condolences to his family.

belief

2004-06-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

okay i believe nobody has read my last post yet.. or dey find it too "mafan" .. to post a comment. hahaz. okay nvm larh... i don really seem to care also.

hmm. i believe a lot of us have our own beliefs. these can be in terms of religion, like christianity, buddhism, hinduism and etc etc... i believe the religion we belong to more or less make us the person we are today larh.. as in what we believe in life la... no religious discrimination intended yea? ya. thinking of it, i tink i was really very lucky to have received christ.. alvin n junfan told me that dey heard me "swear" before in class lei... long time ago... yet i din even have any memory of that. hahaz.. that was in e past though. although now sometimes i still use a certain amt of crude words, but i believe the amt is greatly reduced as compared to e time before lor.

previously, for e past few days, i was a bit panicky abt my o levels revision larh. started but din really accomplish much... den guojun's msg which was a qn asking whether i had started revision or not.. woke me up from my lalaland.. hahaz. i mean. started but accomplished little = nothing? lol.. yeap. den i was sort of thinking through e subjects that i will be sitting fer o levels, n found out that.... hey! i m going to fail @ this rate lorz.. den for no reason, i began to question myself for taking lit as a pure subject. hahaz. mebbe due to my low marks or sth larh, yet..... in the end i din come up with a conclusion as to why i take lit? and stuff like that. i mean. interest is interest. but i believe we still have to face up to reality someday and really ponder over whether our decisions made are correct or not. it's like a person reading a romantic fairy tale. yes, he might be drunk in that moment, thinking of himself as a prince, trying to win e princess's heart or sth. yet.... in this modern society, do we still have all these? knights, armours, princesses... i believe all this have vanished from e world. yep. so it's time baq to reality.

hahaz. christ gave me my ans for my arguable interest in lit today. ngsn gave back our assignment... although mine wasn't that high, but i was still rather satisfied with my mark. seventeen was all i got out of twenty five. yeap... for so far it's e highest mark i got for any lit assignment or test this yr... hahaz i guess i have found out my own ans through christ... lol. and for this piece of assignment i received what i believe .... the best comments written so far in all my assignments/tests.. "perceptive intepretations and organised discussion. good job!" ....

hmmmm ...... have faith...

tagboard

2004-06-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with my template... i cant seem to install e tagboard larh. once i install e tagboard, the whole entry disappears... den right... if i press "archives" to recover my entry right.. the tagboard goes missing.

shui neng bang zhu wo ne?

hahaz. anyway, those who have been here... wouldn't mind if u all put a note here or sth to indicate u all haf been here, otherwise i also dono who's readin my blog lorz.. lol.

pls.. have a heart... help me with this tagboard thingy.. hahaz. i made it sound v serious like that. lol.

qn: who's the coldest joker in town?
ans (unanimously): terence phay zhi yi.

hahaz. want cold jokes? talk to him and u will really know how it feels to be in an igloo in the Antartica.

moved

2004-06-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

okayz.. moved here liaoz. but apparently u see that there are still some problems lorz.. okay the tagboard's a bit funny. when i try to install it, den all e entries disappear lorz.. lol.

yay. waited for this day to come liao okay.. honestly i am bad @ html lar. bad to the stage where u can imagine lor.. so this one hor, satisfied liao. hahaz..

hmmm....

blog template

2004-06-06T10:53:00.000+08:00

went down to taka with edward n tengen yesterday... but before that had a frenzy of where to find my missing flute case. ended up is that terence who went to hide it.. lame sia. hahaz. basically went down there do nothing, went to eat, and to buy cd and soccer ball.. just waiting for time to pass then can go church mahz. kaoz. den tengen siamed lar, cos he had to go home urgently. or sth. yeap. den me and edwardy went to orchard lib to read books n magazines lar. before that i disgraced the school lorz, was playing splashing water match in kfc, den when i splashing tengen that time den the lady sitting next to the wash basin kena my strike. kaozz... hahaz, den she looked at me damn fierce like that. den tengen siao lor, ask 3 of us to siam... really not so paiseh lar hor, den out of kfc liao de lady and her fren still @@ at us lor.. if the lady somehow happens to read this entry, paiseh arh... hahaz.

lol anyway i have been having problems with my bloggie template lor. okay livejournal is quite crappy cos right need to get a paid acc den can change the html code or wat. den i do blogspot also like... kaozz. change liao but the pic still doesn't come out.. can anyone help??? hahaz. seriously i am bad at html lar.. cant blame me right, i no interest in such stuff one, sec.1 (or 2?) teach liao i also blur blur.. lol.

anyway, congrats to gj n his batch for e end of the elections.. hope u all chose ur correct jie ban ren. hahaz.

money, sex and power

2004-06-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

hahaz. okay chanced upon this book on the shelf of books at my pastor's office today... greatt book. cos this book really addresses most of the world's concern regarding this 3 topics: money, sex and power... hahaz. okay larz somehow it answered the questions i have been thinking about since a very long time ago. yeap. find that it's quite interesting lorz, not like any book that u will get bored of easily... hahaz.

yeap. the author i think is a christian larz... dono, he also nv say... yea.. but some of his views are really closely connected with the Bible though. yup. not saying non-christians cant read this book lar, but then u might not accept some pointers inside lar. hahaz.

yeap. anyway if u have the chance just take a look at this book lar, a bit disgusting but very practical. hahaz.

"Money, sex and power" by Richard Foster..

hahaz. surprising i read right?? loll, just pure luck or blessing that i got a chance to take a look @ the shelves of books that my pastor has while waiting for my lesson to start lar...

god bless...

smo

2004-06-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

smo fail liaoz. who want to look @ e paper, get it from me.

sleepy mood

2004-06-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

my whole family's gone for mission trip to m'sia liaoz... left me alone in this 2-storey maisonette. scary lorzz, when there's no lights at the bottom floor.. kaoz..

this wk very hectic, in playing sense larz of cos... tuesday, which is yesterdae lar, went with sam's jnrs to play badminton @ bukit gombak larz... kaoz... din know khai boon so qiang lorz.. den even got ri badminton ex teacher-in-charge come and challenge khai boon, ended up 3 of them (ernest, junjie and khaiboon) kena thrashed by him. hahaz...

today hand started aching from playing badminton lar yesterday.. but went out with leo and gang again, this time at j8.... kaozz.. i tink today as i have said, bump into ghost lor, last sat go out with them bump into esther cheong, today sit mrt also bump into her! kaozzz.. and worse still, she came into the same door as me lor, den staring me right in the face... so i like kind of freak out and bowed down my head to avoid eye contact. hahaz... sway lorz, but i tink she recognise me lorz...lol.

don care lar, den at j8 watch troy lar, nice show lor, hahaz, got both "sexy" men and women lorz.. kaoz... okay but @ the starting i wasn't really very clear about the plot, so began checking for time, den at the middle part den like started to know a lot abt the plot lar, so watched attentively, hahaz. but was a nice show lar i agree. luckily leo they all persuade me to watch lor, or else i would have succumbed to my fren's comment of "lousy show" liaoz lor.. hahaz.

den all of us went amk, planning to play LAN. den ended up the LAN shop dono siam until where, den ask the auntie she also give some bo cham answer, so settled for arcade larz. hahaz. all of us total 28 credits lor, damn worth it. hahaz. haiya sway lar, datona we passed the card to each other too late liaoz, ended up cannot link play... lol. den all of us went for this video game, featuring photohunt (using joystick lar)... den actually all of us like damn eager like that, den ended up all the pictures they show is all women lor, and those women in "sexy" positions, wearing "sexy" clothes lorz... really not lame like siao... hahaz. den after that fy, wp, pl went to play datona arh. den me and leo went to play photohunt again, cos damn sianz nothing to do. den got this guy come and xia us lor, suddenly point to us the differences in the pictures, kaoz. xia dao leiz. hahaz. den me and leo damn quiet throughout, cos got outsider there mahz. hahaz. haiya den went to yishun with leo to take bus home lor. reached home at 8 lorz.... really not late. hahaz, but nobody at home mah!

hahaz. den watched "anna and the king" ... i tink 3rd time liaoz.. nice show lorz. hahaz. so now stoning lor, anyway, taught my jnr terence how to use msn liao lor. hahaz he damn sua gu one lar.... but at least now he got some lame email address larz. hahaz.

"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less travelled by, And that has made all the difference" - Robert Frost.

=> taken from jovan's blog...

will it happen to me someday? hahaz. haiyo slping soon, tmr smo at 9. meeting terence at 7.30am. kaoz.

sleepy mood.

eventful saturday

2004-05-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

went out with leonard and gang yesterday. okay wait, first let's talk about my lit common test. think will get F9 lorz... intepreted the wrong meaning of a word in the qn and wrote my answer wrong ... die liao larz.. that qn sure 0 one, if she happy den give me ke lian marks lar... but i still tink the whole paper will fail lorz..

okay so after that went band and slacked ard for some time before going jurong east to meet leo. felt damn funny cos he was wearin slippers with damn casual outfit whereas i was wearing like... collared shirt with shoes. lol. will explain that later. okayz. so went to eat at long john lar before waiting for weiping to come. den he came and we took a shuttle bus to supposedly "creative resource building" ... yet somehow we ended up at IMM and had to take the shuttle bus back to jurong east interchange.. kaoz.. hahaz... okay so after reaching there, we starting walking under the mrt railway to the creative building.. kaozz.. but was fun cos we were crapping along the way. cat high was holding some school fair in the building, but we went to the creative warehouse sale at second floor lorz.. den soon we were pia-ing some xbox fighting game inside (cos they also got games inside to show how good the quality of the screen is) ... hahaz. it was a cat high vs tchs match. lol. den 3 of us really not laugh like siao... damn stupid.. cos we were using some woman character called "ayane" or sth, den her moves are real stupid. hahaz. wadeva lar. so after that we walked around for some time. leo ended up buying a sound card and backphone. hahaz. told him to buy backphone cos it's cheaper and he said that it's damn act seh. hahaz.

so after that walked back the same trail to jurong east mrt station. took a very very long train ride from jurong east to orchard (via yishun that side) ... reached there at 4 lorz... fongyi and pinglong really not wait until like sai, esp. pinglong who reached there around 2 plus 3 liaoz.. hahaz. fongyi only arrived 5 mins earlier than we did. lol. okay so 5 of us went to lido and on the way on an escalator, saw esther cheong! hahaz. luckily she din see us... heng.. okay so went lido and found out too many people liaoz. so in the end went to great world city. spent quite some time waiting for a bus when we could have walked only 3 bus stops.. was laughing out damn loud cos all of their jokes are really damn lame lorzz... lame to the extreme. yah lar so reached great world city soon, and actually wanted to watch troy, but next show at 2100 hrs. :S .... so they bought tix for "the day after tomorrow" ... while i din watch cos i had to go off. but before that i ended up playing datona with fy in the arcade there. got thrashed.... den after that rushed off to church lar while the others went to watch the show...

lolz. church service yesterday was quite crap cos i had to play both trumpet and flute. trumpet player was sick and the other one in australia. ... ended up affecting my embouchure and i crapped up the whole thing. damn malu. hahaz. but i tink partly due to the lack of time to practice cos i only reached church at around 6.15pm when i should reach at around 5pm lorzz...

hahaz. never mind lar. there's always next week so will buck up. hahaz..

quote: "mission is not an option" - hahaz, some quote i got from a bulletin post in my church.

farewell party.....

2004-05-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

okay this week was quite exceptional because really quite a lot happened lar. but i shan't go into details about what exactly happened for some of the days.

wed: this was a sort of slack day. first, class nao4 lizard lor.... kaozz... was running about in the classroom and got some of us really in frenzy (of cos including me lar!). okay this reminded me about my days in taman negara lor... :S ... and the lizard looks really peculiar (don think it's a normal lizard)... yet don think it's a gecko lar. hahaz. okay den after school leonard started the trend of shooting cards around the class, and i started this lameshit about having a war game and surprisingly, u could see me later crawling under the table collecting cards and toilet rolls to throw around the class. was damn damn lame! hahaz then this caused me to be late for tuition (rushed down to tpy for tuition) ... ... anyway tuition was equally sian larz. just felt like sleeping but managed to pull through. hehz.

thurs: okay busy day. busy revising for test and doing hw to be handed up, all this crap larz. got me running around the staff room for a few times because i needed to hand in some stuff ... crap larz. but physics was kinda okay (okay here right... if i say the paper okay right... might not get okay marks also lor, hahaZ) ... den rushed down to church for lesson. okay honestly lesson was sian also. felt like sleeping cos the aircon's so shitty cold. hahz.

fri: today was both a happy and sad day, as it marks the end of our term 2. yet.... today after school jaya looked very sad and was in tears... poor thing right.. heard she got scolded by hon because of our bad results (on the verge of being sacked?) .. dono larz, still got some stuff abt her also larz. then right, i realised this wk chen you qing also damn sad, when i was doing ying yong wen on wed, at the end of the period, he shouted damn loud for everyone to hand up, and somemore scolded me for writing too slow also. what the? .... okay lar but as he has said, something happened to one of his family members, probably hospitalised or sth larz .... yah lar so din really bear any grudge against him lor, but i realised he's so niao towards me. argh. lolz...

den was the farewell party thing, received a lot of presents lor... ESPECIALLY from the sec.2s, still got sec.3s also one larz. lolz.... haiz sad day. caused my junior to really cry from the bottom of his heart, it was really touching okay.. i almost cried too but in the end i din (which was a good thing because i know i will not control myself by then) ... but i really appreciated the time spent with them throughout the years in band lorz... yeap... as in really really appreciated... and i think i have found my own answer to my previous blog entry about "regret?".. yahz. went home with terence after that and as usual, cracking that kind of cold jokes along the way. lol.. but i know it's one of the last times dat i can really crack these kind of jokes with him liao larz. whole eupho section in his hands liaoz.

anyway, let's just hope them all the best lor for their future endeavours... take care juniors....

tian xia wu bu san zi yan xi...

:)

regret?

2004-05-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

hahaz. yesterday's church session was okay just that they had not enuff stands, so i had to use a chair to support my file while playing. lolz. nothing really special that happened larz.

chanced upon pictures of our gathering with adam before he left for australia while clearing the huge pile of word / excel band documents that i will not need it anymore, since we are handing over this friday.. okay kind of nostalgic... and which brings me to my topic today : regret?

okay seriously i tot of whether i regret my 4 years spent in chinese high... whether i should have gone to dunman high or some other school that i actually wanted to go after psle in 2001... okayz... yea.. there are stuff that i regret in tchs.. but yet there are stuff i do not regret that i am in tchs thoughz...

had a really great bunch of friends around me throughout this 4 years... particularly my band batch members... okay though some are really to the extreme whom i din really much of interacted with.. but still had some very good frens there... i remember the gathering with adam @ seoul garden durin jan this yr.. and remember the times when we will all go to alfred's house for a game of mahjong.. okayz these are times where i really treasured ... yeapz.. and some other times when all of us will crap together like hell knows what we are talking about.. hahahaz.

yet, all these might end after the o levels this year.. yeah some of us will really be separated... when we head for diff jnr colleges next year... .... seriously i still hope that all of us will still stay together in the same jnr college... but in my heart i know that's really far-fetched and is almost impossible... ... however let's just hope that all of us will still keep in contact and occasionally meet up and play lorz.. hahaz.

there are also some really good classmates and friends around me larz, other than those in band... yeah.. sometimes we might have some small conflicts, but i guess that's really inevitable.. as long as everyone gets over it in the end it's okayz. yeah.. hmm....

okay enough of all these talk larz.. just some thoughts of my own.. lolz.

:X

khai boon's brothers

2004-05-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay anyway 1 more interesting thing to note... khai boon has 2 brothers lor, that's what i realise today... okay his younger brother (not youngest) is jhun boon... and there's one smaller one.. lolzz...

:S

proed nite

2004-05-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

okay proed nite just over. honestly this year's isn't as fun as when i was in sec.2 or 3. okayz but spent time laughing about leonard's guai-lanism ....

sec.2 was rather fun lor, went round bursting balloons (as in running about of course)... enjoyed myself. okay sec.3, was performing, so was actually playing around at the backstage. crap, run or wadeva it is lar. but honestly this yr's a bit ... not so well done lar. we started off with songs (some were out-of-tune, as said by khai boon), denz like damn soft.. how to listen? lol...

hahaz however there were really some lame parts lor, the macho man contest... wah.. was really damn lame, was laughing about how each contestant went about showing his own biceps... den wee teck was damn seh, din want to do any pose... hahaz. actually was supposed to be tze chong, but he went to play bball and we actually recommended baoqing (which was leonard's another lame joke) .. okay but baoqing's smart enough to reject it. lolz. best part was jinrui's show, went round "flirting".... lol ji lame. but i can see he enjoyed it a lot lar, although in the end he won a consolation... haiyo.. parents muz have bad eyesight to vote for the sec.3s ...

okay anyway back to my previous incidents, today din go scgs cos huang shu ni (okay now i tink her surname is wu, same as samuel goh) ... or rather wu shu ni lar, wadeva u want it.. said don need to do, after the seminar den do the editorial stuff. lol. so went band and slacked around. started walking around the school with sam cos it's REALLY sian, okay den were laming about "goatshit" or sth lar, and den went to see his fren weizhi and laugh at him (for no reason lor)... okay wadeva but it's very lame lar.. my junior came back from perth, and was very very nice of him to give me a dolphin keyring... den my frens from nz and perth also gave me lots of stuff like sweets, keyrings or sth... really really nice of them. okay.. really guilty of me that i din buy anything for them.. haiz... din tink of it mah..

den after that i anyhow picked up a trumpet and joined in the playing of "glasgow fair" .. wadeva lar, however it was really very very sian then i did that (although it will affect my flute's embouchure)... okay had this lame scene of sam's sec.1 junior pestering my sec.2 junior khee xuan. khee xuan din like yikun (that's sam's sec.1 jnr) from the start and asked him to get lost... lol he looked damn pissed but then yikun kept pestering him lorrzz.. hahaz. very funny lar, was laughing until got stomachache lorz. hahaz...

okay anyway i tink i have become more and more lame as each day passes lor, and most of it is credited to leonard's ... jokes. okay wadeva, shall try to soften down from today's onwards, and don cause embarassment to myself lorz...

haiz lets hope i can really soften down instead of being a madman lorrr (okay tink i am mad sometimes, but sometimes cant control it larz, it's like kao gan jue lor, as what sam has said)...

:X

goodie

2004-05-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

okay wasn't selected for the scgs thingy, however ... good thing was that I am still involved in this project lar, probably doing logistics stuff and coordinating with the other coordinators from other schs like nygh, scgs and blah blah... okay heard from her that we are the only boys school there, okay wadeva, but still happy enough liao larz.

actually din feel like updating today lorz.. but now i am really like.. ARGH. okay relative velocity homework is crap. seriously it is... i still can't understand the gist of this whole chapter, ah crap crap.. okay hw 4 qns, and i completed around 2 like that only. the other 2 dono. shitz lor. okay shall try to attempt them later.

ssh. kao. no mood to do the stupid source based (started only 1 qn, pathetic right!), when sim will not be here tmr... ah crap wadeva lar mebbe i shall continue later lor! ah... haizzzzz

okay had lesson @ church today, was rather thought-provoking. it was a lesson about making testimonies for God. okayy wadeva, but i actually tot of how i came to believe in him. i was lucky to learn about him okay, even though i came from a non-christian family (okay my dad's a buddhist, and although my mum's a christian but she hasn't been going church for near 20 years already...).. it all started when my mum sent me to a methodist kindergarden at bendemeer, and i actually learnt some stuff about God there lar. there after coming out, din go church. den i tink when was in around... p3, went to my mum's friend church... den when i was in.. sec.2, transferred over to my present church though.

okay to be frank, throughout all these years, my belief wasn't that strong, so actually i committed a lot of sins and sometimes not confessing it (and sometimes not even praying) .. haizz... very guilty of that.

okay but now everything's fine. i realised how God had made an impact on my life though, and honestly sometimes tears would drop quietly on my bed.. yeapz... sometimes it's like that one, i believe every christian would have gone through this realisation process or sth lar.. okay glad i have gone through that and came out as a happier person.

may god bless everyone of us, my friends, my relatives, my family. woohoo!

:)

anyway proed night tmr, dono whether to look forward to it tmr... since leonard somehow says he's not going...

:S

SCGS

2004-05-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay don get the wrong idea about my entry title.. nothing to do with bgr or anything..

okay shan't mention today's lessons since it's kind of sian to mention lessons and lessons everyday. okayz wadeva, but one thing that made me think a lot today was the SCGS lit presentation ... huang shu ni mentioned that during lesson today, and to be honest, was really interested. okayz, so what can i do? overwhelming response from the mainstream, and i guess i am one of the poorer Lit students in class (so actually had quite a low chance of being selected)... okay it's some sort of presentation that different students from different schools form groups to discuss an unseen poem which i forgot the title ... okay den mainstream's sending out 6 while the geppers: 3 ... ahh!

okay just sent an email to huang shu ni, sort of helping myself lar, but i dono whether i did the correct thing or not (is it too extra or sth?) ... but i know that if i don even make the effort to email her, guess chance is almost near to 0% already.. haizz. okay watever it is, i have already sent my email to her about my views about the selection (which she hasn't done so yet).. let's hope and pray that i get chosen ... let's hope so.

okay so today lessons were as usual lar, okay surprisingly physics was kinda interesting today cos it was kind of simple to understand the resistors' and some other parts of chap 24. okay wadeva. :S after school went with gj and sam for lunch @ KAP (again right! all gj's fault =P) ... and of cos sam's 2 mad juniors... okay so they sort of play some shake-off game. gj and sam ji smart, ran off fast, leavin me with the 2 juniors. lame rightt. okay wadeva, in the end had a chance to sneak off too (which was pure lucky)... damn lame lar, and ended up sitting at some small corner of KAP eating. den gj damn scared, keep looking up (dono whether it's the aircon or looking whether the jnrs are coming or not) :S

okay on the other hand, got back my lit test. fourteen. wow. almost freaked out.. okay wadeva now I also don care liao lar, drop drop lor... however was kind of disappointed and sad cos I really did put in effort to write a nice nice answer (but she still didn't accept some of my views anyway) .. okay lar wadeva just that it's over and i am fine now :)

my gosh. lit common test during week 1 of holidays? *freaks out* .. but tat's not confirmed yet.

:)

2004-05-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay honestly today was sian in school lar.. okay another sian day.

first we started off with double maths.. wth! .. okay wadeva but i dono what's wrong with me lar. slept at eleven thirty the night before and waking up feeling like damn saturated. hahaz. den throughout the whole maths lesson i was like... almost falling asleep. tried hard not to but today was just plain unlucky. so in the end had to bring my hw back home to do instead of completing it there.. okay a practical thing that i did was to countdown like 15 mins before the double maths period ended.. okay lame stuff.

however, what really surprised me was the english lesson today... okay initially it was sian as usual with picture description, something which i was really bad at... okay halfway during the picture discussion wee teck suddenly shouted to wee shian who is behind him lar.. sounded damn pissed.. okay then wee shian tried to apologise... wee teck gave him the "f" word lorz and asked him to shut up.. okay that was really surprising as u would have seen the look on weeteck's face, kind of frustrated and irritated. okay think by now wee shian should have learnt his lesson lar... ... okay whatever it is, i have learnt to be that kind of sort of bo chao one lor, just continue my normal life lar... i believe something will be worked out soon..

okay other than that physics prac was extraaaa sian today cos it was some demonstration on C.R.O. which i din understand a single thing about, think test sure fail liao. :( anyway i am beginning to feel like damn pessismistic abt physics lorz, dono lar.. this term saw my lousy physics marks and to put it simply, no interest for physics at all. haizzzz. wonder how to survive for o level lor. okayy watever lar.

other than that no other interesting thing happened just that chinese was doing chang wen suo duan (something i really hate cos it needs a decisive person to do well lor), okay ss was slack period cos sim din come (woohoo! luckily or i would have already fainted on the ground liao? no lar just jk).

okay after sch supposed to go eat with sam but he went bandrm first, so went there to look for him. okay this is ji lame, cos i have 2 spastic little juniors of his following him, and of cos our dear dm Khai Boon.. okay Khai Boon's damn stupid shit funny at his expressions, cant stand him. okay Ernest too, with his guai lan sentences.... anyway was supposed to go Coro lor (but the other saxa guys wanted to follow "dm" orders, so went KAP)... lame rightttt. (okay i say it's lame cos we stood at the side of the road for damn long deciding whether to go KAP or Coro) .. haiyah watever lar. gj, finally had another.. experience of how sam's juniors are. hahahaz. tink next time go and eat with them can puke lor.

:S

okay anyway had a nap when i came back, was pretty tired, wanted to sleep for half an hour initially but ended up sleeping 2 hours (crap right?)... okayz.... was also pretty worried that i cant finish my work to hand up tmr lor... cos i see e chem ws like so thick like that... hahaz anyway i finished lar (with some maths qn that i din know how to do lorr..) .... relative velocity... kaozzz... okay another thing was that when i was doing work, teng en (khai boon's assistant, the band major)..... called me... okay ji lame told me some stuff about dion which i din know how to decide lar, so asked him to call khai boon lor or sth. but somehow really surprising lar.. okay another thing is.. xianwei called me too... and reminded me about something that i ought to do during the June Holidays... okay nvm shan't mention it here since there should be some secrecy to this thing ... not really nice to mention it here lar.. want to know? ask me larz, den mebbe i will tell =P .. okay need to confirm with nancy tay tmr.... .. okay pls don get wrong ideas! especially sam arh.. and leonard also... hahaz.

okay lar wadeva.. crap. not looking forward to tomorrow (cos it's double maths and double physics, KAO! really not sian like shit... okay anyway school's that sian lar)...

:(

sian diao again!

2004-05-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

okay warning first, this will be a sian diao entry for me. okokay nvm. anyway today rocks lor.... i realise today is the ONLY day where school is really really sian (as in nothing to do lar) ... hahaz. start of the day : my "favourite" English Lit. okayy. nothing to say. half the class din turn up, so that huang shu ni (don't know why she came!) brought us to the library.. and she was supposed to discuss some of our test papers with us (as in individual lar) .. okay that's lame... but i was seriously hoping i wouldn't be called... cos u know right... if u kena called that means u din do well for ur test...

okay so i wasn't called (much to my surprise initially) .... but she asked me whether i sat for the test. i was like "..." ... almost wanted to give her a DUH answer, but nevertheless i answered with a "ya"... okay so in the end she marked everyone's paper except mine cos i dono whether at that time was she that sleepy or blind that she missed my test paper (so din mark lar).... kao eh! kong huan xi yi chang..... wat the hell! so now can only hope she gives a good mark for my test lar duh! hahaz. okay that's lame..

okay second period was the rameshon period ... sucks lor .. was supposed to do 5-item test but ended up in class playing bridge with the others like liangzhen, weesiang and leo.. crap right.... but weesiang kept looking out of the window for fear that rameshon will catch him lor! hahaz. anyway i tink i was safe cos i din fail 2.4 mah... so okay lar heck lor heck lor.

maths? AS SIAN AS USUAL. started with doing p & c tys.. that sucks... p & c is my worse topic ever. haiyah whatever it is, i finished my p & c hw for today. :) okay so chem prac was as usual with titration except that this time it formed some brown ppt that was so disgusting like shit! seriously.. the colour is like shit lar, wait till u try it.

okay now for cf period (double period okayy..)... dono what's wrong with chen you qing today lor. first, he kept niaoing me for talking to leonard... den had to sit next to baoqing (when i was only talking to leo about weesiang's compre mark...!) ... den baoqing was damn damn guai lan okay! first he emitted some weird noises.... which were unnecessary of cos lar. den he started touching me "YUCKS!". hahahaz. okokay so secondly right, he niaoed me for sitting like a hawaiian? den he asked me whether need to wear bra or bikini or not... ... dotz right... this is lame lor... dono what's wrong with him lar. loll.

okay heard that sim wun be here... so that leaves me time to do my SS worksheet in class. okay so after school i pia-ed down to canteen for lunch (damn hungry ok)... den someone right.. sms-ed me with "hi darling... mel here. ...." ... okay at first as it was too rushing, i din see the word "darling"... so tot it was mel's new hp lor... den ended up... it was GJ. wth! must be under samuel's influence of his continuous bombardment of "mel" and "mel" .. okay watever. so he smsed me whether to eat or not? ... den at that time i already finished eating lunch liao lor... okokay so actually gj arh, need to sms me earlier next time hor... :)

then back home. overslept and reached tampines. what the sai... wasted $$ to get home from tampines lor... crap crap..

okay to sum it up .. today is quite an unlucky day... :S

okay watever, just hope tomorrow will be a better day (although it doesn't seem so loorrrr...)

sian sian. okay back to magicpunking!

sian sian sian sian

2004-05-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

haiz! it's really damn sian manzz.. just finished pia-ing my maths and left with practically nothing to do. doubt tv will be any nicer though. ahhh! this is so sian lorr.

anyway binomial theorem sucks! it's true lei. i practically did 1 whole page of working without the answer. crap crap crap! haiyah whatever it is lar, just that i finished it and i am really damn damn happy liao.

actually supposed to go out today but sam didn't really make his stand clear larh, and gj already said he not free liao... so haiz. pathetic kid like me has to stay back at home to sian around.........

so u can understand : now i am writing this entry simply to fill my time lorh. haha. u know, holidays coming.. yet there's this feeling inside me that i dono whether to look forward to it or not. cos my church organising some mission camp to a resort in JB. and i tink it's really really nice...!! but then stupid school admin has to ask us come back schools for lessons during the first 2 weeks... and i am having thie SMO on 3 june lor, which happens to be in the middle of the camp! so now i am thinking of whether to pon the SMO and some of the lessons lor, my parents and sis are going ... that means that i will be alone at home larh.... with nobody at home. yucks, that's eerie lor. but i doubt i can pon the lessons lor..... although it's a mission trip and somehow got something to do with religion. .... looks like i have to stay at home larh. sad sad sad sad..

ha whatever larh. let's wait till next fri before really deciding what to do. anyway tmr will be damn slack lor! cos we have chem prac! oh my "favourite" ... and this double chen you qing is going to kill me lor, sian sian let's hope it's not chinese compo or compre that i will die doing. hahaha. but heard that huang shu ni wun be here tmr as she's in perth grp 2! woohoo! hahahaz. and physics test postponed to wk 10. which means another week break for me! hahaz.

*looking forward to a slack slack day tmr* :)

yeah back.

2004-05-15T22:43:00.001+08:00

oh yeah i am back from church. lol. i realised that as lihuan sister has said, God is real playful in some ways lorrrr. First I went to church hoping that I would AUTOMATICALLY be called. lazyyy right. watever larh. then ended up i was stoning there. out of extreme anxiety, i prayed to the Lord like several times lorrr.

haha and he answered my prayer! haha.. cynthia came in and saw me. she sort of tot i was too early.... den my sis helped me (this shy little boy) to say what i wanted or sth. hahaz. and she really helped me lei! first she lent me some simple scores to practice in some small little baby room outside. and afterwards i joined in. surprising rightt. okay then i was briefed on what to do lor... crazy crazy lei.

then i had this guy who came as a friend to talk to me lor. about lots of stuff lar. i mean.. just chatting lorh. yeap. hahaha must be god's blessings lor. made me so anxious at the start and now it's finally okay. lol. next week i am going back too! so glad and happy to be in this worship team. really really strong.

lol. newae, i tink going to watch All In soon, but meebbe not lar. firstly i feel tired and secondly, not reellly in the mood to watch lorz.

anyway, goodnightz.

hq hq hq away liaoz. :X

*sounds lame right -_-

haha!

2004-05-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

haha. typical saturday. except that today's a bit different. lol. woke up and started the day with washing my shoes?! and it's 2 pairs of shoes lei.... cos i borrowed jianming's extra pair during the taman trip. gosh. haha. in the end due to laziness i decided to throw mine away. hahaha heck larh. got new shoes liao mah. 3 pairs somemore leh.. lol. so ended up washing jianming's shoes and got myself wet and dirty. yucks yucks. BATSHIT. hahahaha. got people keep consoling me that they are FRUIT bats so what comes out should be FRUITS or sth. wat the heck! hahas.

yup den started to do my maths. gosh. binomial theorem lei.. tink very easy isit. haha. one whole qn took me 1 page of foolscap lor... now pathetic me is still left with 4 questions to do. nvm. later then say. slack first! hahas. yeah. what's so bu yi yang is the later part where i will start serving in church. woohoo! playing a flute. lol lol. let's hope everything turns out well later. hahas. kinda excited over it lor, but some anxiety also. ... hmm. yea lor.

and lenny that chairman of mine (haha, my class i mean lar)... says can go bowling tmr at yishun. I WANT TO GO LEI. haha. but no one seems v interested either. dono dono dono lar. hahaha try to ask around later lor. anyone wants to go? hehz.

eh anyway it's LEONARD. sorry arhz leonnarrddd... too used to calling u lenny liao. hahaha.

hmm. sian sian sian diao~! haiyah watever larh. tink i shall go play game liao.

the taman negara trip

2004-05-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

well. i am back from my taman negara trip. haha. i think i had quite a number of thoughts about this trip lor, surprisingly. and this trip really showed how nicely God treated me. first was this issue about friends, i started dao-ing my classmates actually for no particular reason. ahhh, u might think i am crazy okay, but it's no joke. anyway shall not mention their names. :) hahaz. den had some very very nice bunkmates, ate meals together and laughed like shit. glad din choose to sleep with my classmates. woohoo. however i really wonder whether these friendships can last or not. hopefully it can, and i mean it! hahaz. okayy. whatever lar. i think let god arrange all these lor. if fate permits, den we will be good friends again okay. hahaz. scenery was quite nice, but the problem is : too many trees. hahaha. sometimes it's crap man when u look at the forest and admire the work of nature, and the work of god of course. hmm, bunks were quite okay lor just that we complained of the dirty toilets! hahaz. and the stupid gecko. got this stupid nick of "gecko kia", then started this lame shit about the samuel brothers and botak andy. hahaz. lame lame larh. anyway to sum it all i tink i had a great time at taman negara (although the environment didn't seem to be that great). cheers to all my bunkmates and god! woohoo!